C O N F U S I O N

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by captainbella

by captainbella

20 July, 2015

Nicole Garcia

I don't understand, I really don't. Maybe this isn't happening maybe I'm just hallucinating. It's not real, Nicole. Calm down, you've had too much to drink, something like this can't happen. Even if it is real then it must be a mistake, maybe... maybe I'm going crazy. I softly gasped as I quickly found grip on the sink, trying to find balance so I wouldn't fall down and probably get some sort of concussion, then no one would have believed me anyways. I felt my body shaking as I was staring at her, or me, I wasn't sure who or what is was but before I could have asked a question she left the restroom. I had to softly shake my head to come back to reality and ran out after her. "Wait!" But there was no one, no woman that looked like me, not even a hallucination, only a bunch of people looking at me like I just escaped out of an asylum. Shakily I sighed and made my way towards the exist but before I could open the door a cold hand grabbed my wrist and I quickly turned around. Paige had her head tilted gently to the side. "What's wrong, pumpkin?" I shake my head and assure her that everything is alright but as always caring little Paige doesn't believe me and she pulls me outside, pushing me towards the wall. She crosses her arms at her chest and nearly cuts into my brain as she stares at me. "What's wrong." I let out a sigh and rolled my eyes. "Nothing is wrong, Paige. I just didn't feel well, I want to go home." She just shook her head and didn't fight me on it. "Fine then," was all she said before she stepped aside to make way for me to leave. I shook my head, thanked her for the evening and made my way towards the street as I took out my phone to call a taxi.

21 July, 2015

Brianna Garcia

'Keep yourself in the shadows' it kept playing through my mind and I couldn't make it stop. Maybe this is what Alex meant. Did he know? Does he know who she is? Why does she look exactly like me? I didn't understand and I think I wouldn't until he had come back. But I didn't know where Alexander was. Last time I saw him was in April and ever since I didn't hear anything of him. Not a single letter, text, mail or even a phone call. It was like he was keeping himself in the shadows. But what would I be without him? I had no idea what the meaning of it was. Maybe she was my twin, long lost twin. Maybe she was also like me, a vampire? Or maybe something else? Oh gosh I played every scenario I thought was possible in my head but nothing added up. When I was little my mother never said anything about having a sister, not that I recall at least.

Maybe it was a good idea to call Alexander but I was sure he wouldn't pick up, I called at least 10 times but every time it would go to voicemail. 'Alex here.. uh yeah do your thing after the beep, you know what I'm talking about' I heard his voice saying this about 10 times through the phone already but not once did I get a 'Hello?' I really wanted him to say that, I needed him to say that. I needed him but as always he wasn't there for me and he left me drowning in a huge pool of confusion and rage.

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damn i finally updated, it has been so damn long, lmao xD

i know this is really short and i'm so sorry i didn't make it longer and more enjoyable but i will try to write more and dedicate myself more into writing, i feel horrible that i didn't write in such a long time and i'm truly sorry i didn't publish any updates for you guys. i won't make any promises i can't keep now but i will promise that i will try to write whenever i can and maybe make the next chapters longer :*)