Sometimes it burns to do what she says
I know its wrong to listen to her like a dog
But I find i'm wanting to listen
I hate how I need her to guide me
How I rely on her to abuse me
She makes me feel so useless
So easy
So alone
It would be so easy to quit
But she pulls me along
Her grip tighter than iron chains
She makes me beg her take me back
But I don't want her to take me back
I feel like I'm below her
I scream where no one but her can here
She tells me the mirror doesn't lie
So I don't look at the reflection
I keep my head down
So that she won't notice me
But she makes me feel like I'm bright yellow in a crowd of black
The scars on my arms make up her signature
She knocks me over and when I bleed,
She laughs like I don't hurt
She tells me what I do will never be enough
That i'll never be like her
She says everyone loves her,
Except me
She screams at me
Makes me feel small
Makes me stay on my knees before her
I do what she says
So that she doesn't hurt me more
But I will face the pain for one sentence
"I hate you, Ana."
