Falling out of Grace

New story. I hope you guys enjoy it. it can be explicit.mature audience.. and by mature i mean don't go " ooo, she said breast." lol.

I did not edit this story.. here to write just to entertain you, and please excuse me if this story offends you in anyway..dn't spam it, just don't read it. typos and all that good stuff is bound to appear so if your anal on grammar, this story will give you a headache.

enjoy it for what it is..

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I needed a new perspective to life, and not in life, but the hole structure frame of life. Sensing I wasn't going to gain nothing new in life.. I walk away.

I looked at the reflection on that mirror and I couldn't recognize who this so called human is, nothing comparable to who I thought she might have been or who she used to be.

Oh but she stares back and smiles this almost satisfied, but tortured smile and I know how deeply she's truly hurting, not emotionally, but physically. I can see how her intimate parts are swollen and the bites around her breast, and the finger prints that decorate her skin in areas such as arms, thighs and ass. I can tell...

“ Grace.” and my mind snapped back to reality.

“ Lucy. You scared the shit out of me.” I glared at my room mate. “ I thought you would be at your parents house this hole week-end?”

“ Yeah, well I thought you were done writing on that journal while naked, but I guess not.” and she mock punched me on the arm.

“ Why are you trying to change me.” I yelled out sarcastically, then smiled

“ My parents aren't very happy with me right now.”

“ They found out you got married in Vegas?”

“ No!.” she walked forward and slapped my ass “ They found out my grades aren't at a 4.0, and Vegas shit was not a real thing, it was a fake certificate and you and I will never be legally married.”

“ Oh darn!!!. here I thought I already found my soul mate, but nope, I have to be strictly dick.”

No, I'm not a lesbian, not close to being curious, but I loved joking around with Lucy like that. It scored us dirty looks from people and come one who didn't want to see two girls getting it on? My point exactly.

"Why are there so many Marks on your body?" she asked turning me from side to side. being naked around her didn't bother me, but I knew today was not one of those days to have my body inspected by my best friend.

" Brody." I said his name like if it explain everything.. It did.

" Grace." she began

" Please don't." I cut her off. " I already have so much on my mind."

" What about your boyfriend?"

" What about him?" i glared at her and she glared back.

" He's my brother.. How do you think it feels knowing your cheating on my brother?" I could tell she was very upset with me.. as far as i was concerned my body belong to me, and i could share it with anyone i wanted to.. it's not like i was a super slut.. it was Brody.

" Look I know this is very shitty, but I just can't help it." I said while putting on some clothes. " I am only eighteen a freshman in college, let me be.. am not hurting your brother. he already knows."

" What?" She looked disgusted " What did he say?"

No answer.

" What did he say?" she stood up at grabed me from my shoulders

" What do you think he said?" Startled I looked away and said " He wasn't very happy, but then he said, that , uhm, we need a break.. he has his eyes on some girl,too."

" So Your on a break?" she asked confused

" Seems so." i started to tear up. " I'm very confused actually... I don't know how to feel, this is new to me."

" Confused?"

" Well yeah, I mean I love your brother in so many ways, but Brody.. I dunno how to describe this feeling. I have been with your brother since the seventh grade and I have never felt this admiration towards no one-"

" Till You met Brody.." she concluded.

" That about sums it up." i took a deep breath.

" Your a mess." she smiled. " I love you, but you have to do what makes you happy."

" I'm only eighteen." I repeated again. " I'm allowed to play the field, just like Ethan is allowed to do whatever fancies him."

I knew that she was still upset, but it was my life.

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