Chapter 33

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Harry's POV
It feels like a lifetime ago that Louis sat at my piano playing his song to me but it was only the other day. I haven't moved since. Louis was my first love, my first proper boyfriend, my first everything and it hurts so much to have lost him. It was all my stupid fault, it's me, I'm the one to blame. I'm the little slut that couldn't keep his lips to his boyfriends but had to kiss random girls at parties. I felt the tears coming and the words circling in my head started to suffocate me. I had to get out of here. I had to make things right.

On the spurt of the moment I called my old garage band, White Eskimo. We were going to play Louis' song at his universities at open mic night. I raced up to my room to grab my amp before I drove up to my mates house to rehearse. Lou's meaningful lyrics were tucked in my shirt pocket so they could be closer to my heart.

Louis POV
After Harry rejected me I drove into my uni's car park and stood outside my car in the freezing cold rain. My tears mingled with the water and my eyes stung furiously. It wasn't fair! He told me that he loved me yet he let me go once more. I love him so much yet he keeps shutting me out. I leant my head back and looked up into the grey and dark sky. What's the point? The little voice in my head whispered. "Harry's the point" I said bitterly out loud. I hate him, I tried to argue with myself but the thing is I couldn't bring myself to hate him. I love the way he smiles, laughs and talks. Sadly enough I seem to love the way he lies, hurts and isolates me. I can't hate him, I can't hate him at all because no matter what bad thing he does to me I still love him.

This time I cry out loud. I shouldn't be taking our breakup and rejection this hard but it's Harry. That's the thing, it's always Harry. It always has been and it always will be. I slid down my car door and lent my heavy pounding head against the cool metal. The one person I want the most in the world doesn't want me back. By this point I was shivering and aching all over but the only pain I could register was the pain of my heart breaking in half.

The next day I woke up with a terrible head ache and I was horrifically cold but I had a high temperature. I deserved the pain because I was too weak to get Harry back. I sighed and sunk deeper into my castle of blankets and tissues. Looks like I was staying in bed for a few days.

Zayn's POV
Lou's been sick for days and he's refusing to go to the doctor.  I've tried to reason with him but he's not having it.  These thoughts circled my head as I headed down to the uni's bar for a well deserved pint.  As I pushed through the door I sighed, it was open mic night.  I couldn't stand karaoke. 

After an hour I heard a familiar voice coming from the small stage.  I pushed through a crowd of young girls to see Harry confidently standing on the stage.  I knew something was up with him and Lou but he'd kept whatever it was quiet.  "This song was written by a man I love, it's called Summer Rain." He said bowing his head.  I pulled out my phone and recorded Harry and his band. 

I never knew that Haz could sing, his voice was as clear as water, smooth and soothing like honey.  Once the song had ended I made my way to the front and dragged Harry off the stage and into a corner.  He explained everything that had happened between him and Louis and it truly was heart breaking to hear.  The sad thing was that neither of them knew that they both still loved each other. 

After Harry and the White Eskimos had finished a few more songs I took Harry up to mine and Lou's dorm.  "I'm not sure whether I should be seeing Louis." He said when we reached the door.  Smiling I announced "too late, these walls are so thin that he probably already knows that you're here." I opened the door laughing and pulled Harry in. 

Harry nervously made his way towards Louis' bed. I know I shouldn't be watching but I couldn't help it. "How are you feeling?" He timidly asked.  "Alright I suppose.  What are you doing here?" Louis asked rather snappily.  "I came to apologize.  The way I treated you the other day was wrong.  I should never have slammed the door in your face or yelled at you.  Your song was beautiful by the way." Harry trailed off. "Thanks and I'm sorry too.  I shouldn't have let a stupid kiss get in the way of our relationship." Lou said whilst reaching out and grabbing Harry's hand reassuringly.  No.  it was wrong what I did, Harry said rather aggressively.  A pregnant pause filled the air while they stared into each other's eyes. 

"Kiss me." Harry suddenly whispered. "No! I'll get you sick Harry!" Lou proclaimed.  "It'll be worth it." He said before planting his lips on Louis.  A small smile grew upon both boys faces as they kissed.  With each other they felt at home.

A/N: They finally got back together :) As usual comments and votes are always a good thing to see in my notifications so don't hesitate to share your opinion on this chapter.  I will update ASAP.  I love you guys xox

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