Sehun's POV
On my way to room, I saw Kai talking to this D.O it is? Not sure but he's a part of the group. He seemed happy I guess? There's something in his eyes that made me think that its not lust. Is it... Love?
Geez when did I start being an observant?! I don't give a fuck about this love shit. Its just not real. One moment you're loving them and the next thing you knew, they would leave you. Believe me I know, I've been there and I've done that. It fucking hurts. All my life, all my shitty life. Its always about work over me.
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Lunch time and I decided to sleep this off at the garden,
Nonchalantly, I plugged in my earphones and laid at the bench underneath the cherry blossom tree. I've always liked this place. I can always ease my mind
Then suddenly, I saw a white kitten up in the tree, it looks so afraid. I hurriedly stood up and tried to reach for the cat. It hesitated at first but I gave it a smile of encouragement
"Come here, I won't hurt you" then I gestured my hand for it to come closer to me. Then I finally got a hold of it and carefully carried it down
I came back to my lying position and it rested on my chest, huh? Ha! I like it. I ruffled its hair and gently caressed its body,
"Hey kitty, why were you up there huh?"
"Meow"
"How did you get here at school?"
"Meow"
"Hey you know what? Are you hungry?
"Meoooow"
"HAHAHA. I'll take that as a yes then. I packed up a lunch and guess what? Its fish"
I sat up straight and placed the cad beside me and fetched my lunch box on my lap
"Here" I placed half of the fish infront of it and the kitty gladly chomped up
"Lets have lunch together"
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"Kitty, I know that you don't really know what love is but, I somehow fail to believe in love. My parents are supposed to give me love. All my life I've been longing for their attention, longing for their embrace but NO.
I've done all my best to make them proud, to hear them say 'Son, I'm so proud of you'
Kitty, have I really not destined to feel love from my biological parents?
Everybody thinks that I am perfect. Guess I'm a fucking good actor huh? I deserve an Oscars. Looking on the bright side, I have my friends who fills up my needs. I'm not fond of showing my love for my friends but I do it with my actions. Am I crazy? I'm talking to a cat. Meow"
"Meow" the cat replied
I continued on my food while looking at the cat, eating the fish happily.
"You like cats huh?" A random voice spoke up. Who? What the actual heck?
I looked at my right, none. I looked at my left, none
"At the back. IDIOT" oh, its the brat
"Why are you here?"
"Nothing" then he made a seat beside me at the bench
"I heard everything. I'm sorry" He looked down and turned he's head at the other side.
*sigh*
"Hey, look. Its fine. Just don't tell anyone" I somehow gave my trust to him eversince that practice incident happened.
"Hey" but he won't budge "Hey" I called out but no response
"Brat freak" ah! Finally! He looked up!
"I'm sorry. I swear. I just happened to pass by and I saw you with the cat. I was about to approach you but I... But I... I heard you talking and I ju--"
"I told you. Its fine brat." He smiled at me and I smiled back
"You smiled again!" Big deal...
"Its a secret between you and me jerk"
"Promise?"
"Promise"
Then out of the blue, I suddenly felt warm arms wrapped around my body. It feels so right I felt at ease for that one moment there
When the butterfly shits gone wild in my stomach. Ahck! I hate this feeling! It started building up inside me once again. Why do butterflies starts flying when he does those things to me?
"I'm sorry Sehun. I'm here. We're all here," then he buried his face on my chest "I'm here, we're here. We care for you okay? Just, please. Don't push us away" then he tightened his hug on me.
Uhmm, this is so awkward but I hugged him back
"Brat, why are you being like this? Huh? One time you're shouting and the next thing is you're hugging me" no response *sigh* "Okay, I'll try. But... Please... Don't ever give up on me."
He let me go so I did the same.
Then he scooted at the cat's direction and started hugging it giving it gentle taps "So cuuuute!"
Well that happened. *sigh*
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Luhan and I started walking back home. Eversince the day he knew I'm his neighbor, we agreed to walk home together. I somehow have gotten closer to him, I feel comfortable in his company.
Actually the first time he moved in the apartment, I was aware of the new tenant. I really didn' want to inform him that I'm his neighbor. What?! I'm not gonna go:
"Hey Luhan! I'm your neighbor! Lets hangout!!"
We arrived at the the apartment and he threw something at me
"What's this?" I asked in confusion
"Dummy. Its a key? Duh?"
"For what?"
"A key to my apartment. Payback for sneaking up to you earlier. You can come visit my place if you want someone to talk to" he smiled then he went inside
I never knew the brat is so... DUMB. Won't he be aware that I might steal his stuffs or kill him instantly?
What a MORON. Oh well, its not like I can do that to him.
OR CAN I?...
The toy... That toy the brat has. Its so familiar! Why does he have the same toy? It reminds me too much of him before we separated. I fucking gave that to my hyung when I was a kid, he's my playmate, my bestrfriend and my First Love...
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Long time no update huh? Sorry guys. Been busy at home. Haisst. Take care all of you! I love ya'll
P.S: Kingina! Ang gwapo ni Luhan
