Chapter 30: I Can't

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"Alex i love you and i always will but, you hurt me really bad of all people i would think you know how it feels to be hurt and you hurt me with the person who hurt you. And that makes it worst" "Alyza i didnt know what i was doing, i dont even remember what happened she told me that morning. Please give me another chance" a tear fell down his cheek. "I cant" i gave him a peck on his lips. "Im sorry" i said as i pulled away. "I love you" he stroked my hair and got up and left. I began to bawl, it felt like my life was over.

Alex's(P.O.V) 

When she said she couldn't be with me it broke my heart. I fucked up a perfectly good relationship. I got in my car, it took me 30mins to get home when it usually takes 15mins. I had to keep on pulling over because my tears were blurring my vision. I wish my mom was here to tell me what to do.

Alyza's(P.O.V)

WHY?!? I screamed. Why would he hurt me? Why couldn't i forgive him? Why does it hurt so bad? Why cant love be a happy ending? All i could think is Why.

Tatiana came in my room and just held me in her arms and let me cry. "Why Tati why do i always get hurt?" "Honey its the way life is" she stroked my hair. I started crying more. I cried for another hour. Just crying no talking no sleeping just crying. "Get some rest" Tatiana said resting my head on a pillow. I just turned over and closed my eyes.

(((3 hours later)))

I woke up and went to the bathroom. As i looked at the person in the mirror she was not who she use to be. She was hurt. She didnt look like her self. Her eyes were as red as blood and puffy, her hair was a mess, she was 6months pregnant, she was stressed, and heart broken AGAIN for the third time. She was not the woman her parents had raised her to be, she was the opposite. I walked out my room and went to my closet to put my hoodie on. I put my hood over my head and went to the kitchen. Anna and my Dad were arguing again. I was so sick and tired of them arguing.

"HOW COULD YOU, I GAVE YOU MY ALL, MY EVERYTHING" Anna screamed. "Im telling you i DID NOT cheat on you that was one of my coworkers" "Then why was she calling you? Huh? Why?" "BUSINESS" "Yea its always business, she dont gotta call you, text you email you, and be in yo office all the time" "FUCK ANNA AS IT EVER OCCURD TO YOU THAT IM THE BOSS" "That lady clearly wants you and you want her"

My dad was a handsome man. He was mexican with brown curly hair, he had light brown eyes, pink full lips, nice cleaned up eye brows, and one tattoo of my moms face on his right arm.

I walked in the kitchen before my dad could say anything. "SHUT THE HELL UP" i screamed "Excuse me?" Anna said, my dad just sat there. "Dont try me lady, dont try me" i said shaking my head. "Your just gonna let her talk to me like that?" She asked my dad. "Dont be disrespectful" my dad said "Fuck that" "Watch your mouth" "No dont tell me what the fuck to do. Ever since mom died you have never been home you always be at work. Im not trynna sound like this bitch" i turned to Anna then back to my dad. "But Me and Andrea have spent days crying. And when you are home you always arguing over something irrelevant and who wants to hear that? I sure fucking don't" "You need to watch how you talk to me young lady, and dont just point the finger at me cus you havent been that great ether, your pregnant by some boy you dont even know your never home you always out with somebody and maybe if you would stop going out with these no good lil boys then you wouldnt have to cry" "I dont come home cus i always gotta hear this shit and if you would have taught me how a boy is suppose to treat me then i wouldnt be pregnant, you said mom was pregnant around my age so it shows you werent that great ether" "You know what im tired of you bad mouth, get out" "Alright thanks i dont need you any way you dirty no good mutha fucka who neva did shit for me only enrolled me into school, provided a roof over my head and food on the table. Where were u when i needed you? When i needed someone to cry on?YOU WERENT FUCKING THERE!"

I stormed out the kitchen and to my room. Tatiana came in my room as i was packing my stuff.

"What happened?" She asked "My dad kicked me out cus i spoke the truth" "Where are you gonna go?" "To Aria's" "At least let me take you" "Alright let me call" i packed all my clothes and shoes and hair stuff. I sat on my bed and called Aria.

"Hello" she answered. "Can i come stay with you for a little while my dad kicked me out and i have no where to go" "Yea, c'mon dont stress bout it its not good for the baby" "Thanks i'll be over in a minute" "Alright" i hung up.

Tatiana helped me carry my stuff to the car. As i went to grab my last bag Anna came to my room. "Dont go" "Fuck you you stupid bitch if you would trust my dad and stop always arguing this wouldn't be happening. That is a good man out there, he would never cheat on you or intentionally hurt you but your to insecure to see that" i walked out my room and out to the car.

I got in the car. Tatiana started the car "You got everything?" she asked "Yea" the rest of the car ride was silent. I didnt know what i was going to do.

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