Jasico One Shots-Songs

Killers- Just Another Girl

Hi guys I'm back. Once again I'm open to suggestions and please let me know if you want lyrics with the one shot. Alrighty thanks!

Jason,
I went outside for the first time in a while today. It was hot and dry and empty. I counted the cracks in the pavement and figured there were more in my heart. My spirt. My soul. Even the stupid pavement makes me think of you. God I'm hopeless.
After a while I came inside, but I hated it there too, so I went back out and got into our car. And yes. It is OUR car. We bought it together. You could come backs and use it anytime you wanted. You won't.
I didn't know where I was going, so I just drove around. I ended up going past your house. Just like I used to. When I would pick you up for dates or school or whatever. I hadn't been by there in a while. I think your mom sold it because there's a for sale sigh in the yard and nobody's home. Maybe I could buy your old house. But that would probably be worse than living in our, I mean, MY apartment. I'm better off anyways. I don't need you. Being alone is good.
I lied. I hate it.
When I got home Hazel was sitting in your chair, staring at the door. She ran over to me and hugged me once I was inside. You used to do that too. But you would smother me in kisses and run your fingers through my hair.
Hazel kept saying how great it was I went out but I think she realized I was thinking about you because she stopped.
"Nico. You have to stop. He's just some guy." She paused. "Well, I guess he was more than that but it was a long time ago. There are lots of other people around. You need to move on Nico. Don't let it get you down. If he left that's his fault. It just wasn't meant to be okay?" Hazel patted my arm. She said some other stuff, but I missed most of it. She made me some food too. I ate some. I don't remember what she made.
Hazel left after a while. She turned around at the door and looked at me. "There are so many other people out there Nico. Just, think about it. He's just another guy."
If only she understood.

Jason,
Been a while huh? I went to see Rachel the other day. She had called me, told me she would read my fortune. It was pretty cool. I don't remember much, but she said I would die young. Great.
I took a plane to see her. Hazel said it would be good for me. I forgot how far away New York was. I'm still here. Back in the Big Apple. You're probably on a plane now. With that girl. Piper. I can't believe it. I've just been so confused. About everything. I didn't want to come back out here. I mean, everything is different now. Everyone here is different.
Percy. Oh god. Percy got married. MARRIED. Him and Annabeth are going to have adorable babies. I got an invitation. I think that Hazel told them I was going to be in town and Percy, being the gentleman he is, invited me. I didn't answer the invite. I pretended I wasn't in New York.
I do plan on sending a letter before I leave giving my love and wishes. I just don't want to see anyone while I'm here. I just want to be alone.
No. Scratch that. I want to be home. With you.

Jason,
My wish never came true. You didn't come find me, I'm still in New York, and Percy came to see me. The bastard.
He grew a beard. It looks good. But he always looked good so it's not saying much. Annabeth wasn't with him which was good, but it was still awkward. Really awkward.
We talked about some stuff. It wasn't much. I don't remember. It was small talk. No fun. Then he started talking about you. He asked how you were. I gave him the look. The 'I will kill you now' look. You used to laugh when k looked at you like that.
Then he acted all surprised and weird. "Oh. Oh!" Then he gave me the same lecture Hazel did.
"Jason wasn't a big deal. He was a no one. He wasn't that cool (I was way cooler). Don't let it bother you too much. It was all his problem." I admire Percy for trying to make me feel better when he knows nothing about the situation except for I was dumped. He's a good guy.
"If he left, well, the. You know it wasn't supposed to happen."
"Like you and Annabeth were supposed to happen?" I asked.
Percy looked hurt and I felt a little bad. "Nico that wasn't how I meant it. I was just trying to say there are lots of other people out there and if Jason left then it's his loss. I didn't mean anything else."
"I know Percy. It's just hard you know? I know I'm not a bad catch, and I've had other boy friends and stuff, but I'm just stuck. I loved him you know. I thought we would get married. I really did. I just..." I I started crying right here. It was sad. Percy put his arm around me.
"I guess it's just frustrating that none of you guys understand that I just don't want some other guy. I want Jason. I just want him back." And it's true. I just want you back baby.
Percy left after a while. It was pretty good to see him I guess. He did make me feel a little better. But I still miss you.

Jason,
The day I got back to California I met up with Reyna. I hadn't seen her since you left and I figured it was time to. We went to a gay club. There were chick there too so she was cool with it. We had a good time.
But afterwards she came back to our.....my place. She was gonna stay in the extra room cause we were planning on getting pretty wasted. And she started up lecturing me too. She kept telling me that you weren't worth it and that you were a douche anyways. And then she started ranting about you and how sucky your guy's relationship had been.
We got really drunk and she passed out on the couch at some point. And I thought about you some more.
If Reyna and everybody else was right and you really are a douche and you really aren't worth it, then why do I still have sleepless nights where I stay up and think of you? Why does the moon never look right anymore. We used to stare at it together and tell each other how much we loved one another. Now it just seems to mock me. It's empty and lonely. Like me.
I sat around most of the night thinking. I had the tv on, but it wasn't on anything good. Some old black and white movie. I had turned the sound off so that Reyna could sleep. It reminded me of myself. Hard to understand and sad. Cause it was definitely a sad movie. There was lots of crying.
I though about you while watching it. How much I cried when you left. It was a lot. I tried to think of where you might be, but I really have no clue. It's a huge world.

Jason,
I think I figured out what everyone meant. About how you were just some guy. They meant that it's okay to move on. It's okay to love someone new. Things change and sometimes people aren't who you think or what you think. And that there are lots of other people out there who aren't you Jason. I can find someone else. Because it's a big world and you're just some guy I met who's not it my life anymore. I can't let it hurt me, you hurt me, anymore. I love you, but I need to move on. Cause it's just like everyone said.
You're just another boy.

I feel like this is more of a first part than a second part you know? Sorry that these are all so sad and not really fluffy. I'll try and find a nice song. Let me know if you find one.