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Oh great. She wants me back,again. I can't say no! I don't want her to hate me. So you know what I do? I write her back saying "let's get back together." That was probably my first mistake. As I was talking a shower that night. I wondered how do I tell her that I liked this girl in the grade above us! So I pondered awhile until I realize the water is turning cold. So I get out think some more.
A few weeks passed and I told myself I have to do it. I have to break up with her. So I did and she seemed fine. Now my next move. When I got home that day I wrote a note to the girl saying if she could go out with me. She said no. She talked about this guy that was in high school who liked her. That doesn't seem right I thought. But what are you going to do. That weekend I went to this party, and this is where it gets sexual. I dress as nice as I could. And as I walked into the house I looked around. Crap. No girls my age. And by the way, this was my sister's boyfriend's house. And so I ate my dinner and afterwards I sat on the couch with a coke in my hand and starting to ponder again. I don't even know what love is. As I was pondering, a shadow appeared before me. I looked up. My heart stopped. It was the girl in my class."uh hi." I said. She looked at me and smiled. She ran upstairs with my sister and her boyfriend. I thought that was weird because I didn't know my sister knew her. So of course I got curious and tip-toed upstairs. I looked in the parents bedroom. No sign of them. I looked in the guest room. No one. But I looked in to my sister's boyfriend's room saw the 3 of them. On the top bunk on his bed. Under the covers. My sister say me and said" lay on the bottom bunk and watch tv." So I turned on the tv and watched a comedy. My head was bursting with ideas. What are they doing! Are they just laying there? Are they doing truth or dare? But then I heard it Ow! My boob!" I knew that voice from anywhere. My heart speaks up. It was my class mate. But it got worse. Much worse. I felt the bunk shake once. Then twice! And then a earth quake from the top bunk! I couldn't believe what I was hearing! Noises an 11 year old boy isn't suppose to hear. The noises of pleasure. The noises of a high pitched sound that's saying "harder. Harder." It gets louder and louder. I couldn't believe what I was hearing. My sister's boyfriend, have sex with a 10 year old girl. I thought to myself. I have to get out of here. So I ran. Ran outside the room and slammed the door shut. I started to run downstairs but then I felt my foot twist in a 360 degree motion. I fell. I woke up the next day in my room. I thought it was a dream. I tried to get up but felt a shot of pain shoot through my foot. I screamed. Then I remembered the noises she made. The noises. I will never forget them. After a day or 2 my foot felt better so I went to school the next day. I saw her. She looked at me. She looked nervous. We went to our first period. Art. I was her partner for a activity we were doing. But as soon she sat down next to me, she asked if she could use the bathroom. The teacher let her out. She looked terrified. I quickly asked to go too and followed her. She walked into the boys restroom. Uh oh, I walked in and pretended to was my hands. As I was washing,
I heard the noise.