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"Crush on me!? that's why you just kissed me and left right?? yea what a crush you have on me" I start to walk faster and we're two houses down from the orphanage. Derek roughly grabs my arm and spins me around. "I was nervous okay?? I mean can you blame me! you were my first kiss! I didn't know how to Handel it.. but now I do"
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Amber's POV:
"Let me go!!" I slapped his face real hard cause my hand was throbbing just a little bit after that and I ran inside the hall and straight to a closet/room.
The door creaked open and I thought it was Michael or Anna but it was Luke.
"Luke.. Get the hell away from me now."
"No Amber , let me exp-"
"BULLSHIT! YOURE BULLSHIT , WHATEVER YOU HAVE TO SAY IS BULLSHIT , AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU IS BULLSHIT"
It went dead silent.
"I still love you.." He croaked out looking down.
"Love me!? That's why you had me put in hospital and just left me for 3 fucking
years right?? Yea , you sure love me.." I dragged out what I was saying cause this was a similar conversation me and Derek had before him and Luke fought...
"Look.. The reason I lost touch was because I was trying to get over you. It didn't work you're all I thought about .. I even tried having se-"
I stopped him by laughing. "Ok Luke, hope she gave you chlamydia" I tried walking past him to leave but he stood in front of me and I bumped into him.
"Move."
He shook his head. "I'm not done.
Since that didn't work I tried to lay off dating and focus on my career and Michael told me everything you said about me and I kinda just.. Gave up.. But only because I wanted you to be happy and-"
"How can I ever be happy knowing you had sex with a random just to try and get over me!? Luke you're nuts.."
"I know but Amber please.." He gently grabbed my hand and I snatched it away stepping back. "Don't fucking touch me.." I then whipped around him and saw Anna talking to my mom and I went over to my dad who was looking at catering places.
"You okay Ambam?" My dad said looking concerned at me. I nodded and smiled reassuring him.
At around 5 PM everyone left. Michael mom dad and I went home , Anna went with Ashton to his house , calum went to his hotel and Luke I could care less where he went.
"I'm ordering Chinese is that ok with everyone?" Mom said setting down her purse and work bag filled with wedding stuff. Me and Michael agreed on it and we both went upstairs. Michael ran straight to his room. I mean I'd do the same if I haven't been in my own bed for like 3 years.
I slipped off my shoes and changed into sweat pants and a causal grey t and went on my Mac book to finish some school work.
The rest of the evening was subtle. We watched Pitch Perfect 2 while eating dinner. After that I took a shower and decided I could use a nice bath with one of my favorite bath bombs , Dragons Egg.
At around 10 PM I got ready for bed and quickly checked my phone.
19 missed calls , 48 unread text messages , and 13 missed FaceTime calls. All from either Luke or Calum. Majority was Luke.
Speaking of the devil he started to call.
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I don't know if you guys can tell but I'm trying to improve my vocab cause I feel like my words are so 15 year old me. I'm almost 16 and I feel as if I should be using bigger words Idk but how you guys liking it! It's been awhile since
I've written this fanfic , I previously took it down but I brought it back (:
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Save me // l.h fan-fiction
Fanfiction//So save me from who I'm supposed to be Don't wanna be a victim of authority I'll always be a part of the minority Save me from who I'm supposed to be So tell me, tell me, tell me what you want from me, I don't wanna be another social casualty// Ti...
