For the first 3 weeks everything was perfect, then it changed, i admit every relationship has its ups and downs and this was one of our downs.
Nathan liked making people feel good about themselves, and that didn't just mean me. A girl i know sent me a screenshot of a paragraph he had sent to a girl, i broke down in tears when i read it,
'I mean what doesn't he like about you?, your fit, hot, gorgeous, pretty, your amazing'
I cried, so much the minute i got the picture of what he said. I confronted him and he told me, he like making people feel good about themselves. He knew i was insecure about guys after everything that had happened in previous relationships, i made him promise he wouldn't do it again, and he promised. I didn't understand why he didn't tell me before i found out from this other girl, he broke down too, realising how much that one thing had hurt me, he was a very sensitive person on the inside, even though on the outside he might seem all tough, but inside, he has a heart or gold but its easily damaged.
After that little hiccup, he because even more perfect and caring and protective, i found it cute he didn't like me going out on my own in certain places, i know it sounds rather clingy at what he does, but it shows he's protective and that he cares. Awh'
At that point i began arguing with my friends over stupid things, they kept telling me i should leave Nathan and that he was playing me, it wasn't like that, i knew it wasn't, i was sure, they didn't know anything about my relationships, so i told them to go fuck themselves, and that took a lot of time and effort to patch things up with them. Holly was still my friend though, tall, longish brown hair and hazel eyes, she was very pretty, but was in love with my ex friends boyfriend Aaron. You could tell by the way she acted with him and the way he acted with her, difficult times.
Nathan began coming down to see me on his bike, we went to the field together, cuddled and thought about our future together, then about 4 weeks into our relationship, he came round my house and met my mum. My mum instantly like him, he was shy, only nodded or shook his head or shrugged his shoulders, my mum always told me to try and get him out of his shell more, he never opened up much about his family, to be honest, neither did i. He met my dad about 2 hours after he met my mum, my dad liked him too, both my parents liked my choice of boyfriend, Nathan was the first boyfriend who had ever properly met my parents, i was so nervous when he and i walked through the door and my mum was stood there smiling like a hyena.
'Would you like a drink Nathan'
'Nah thanks' he would reply
My mum just had the goal of getting him a drink and kept pestering him,
Bless her. I love my mum :)
When Nathan finally accepted the offer of a drink she was practically ecstatic, i laughed so much, Nathan managed a giggle too.
2 months in, and it was Nathan's birthday, hmmm... I instantly thought of lynx chocolate, the thing that made him smell absolutely divine, i was addicted to that smell of his, i stole about four of his hoodies just for the smell, i would lay in bed, wearing one just because it helped me sleep, i'm scared of the dark, it made me feel Nathan was next to me, with his warm body next to me, arms wrapped around me. His smell was just indescribable. It was all perfect.
