One night when Nathan was round very late, he fell asleep, being the insecure person i was i had a sneaky peek at his Facebook messagesŵ on his iPod, he had a message from a girl, i know it sounds boring but there was more,
Nathan: hey
Girl: hii
Nathan: guess what
Girl: what?
Nathan: i used to really fancy you
Girl: aw, why did you never tell me?
Nathan: i was too shy.
Then throughout their messages there was general chit chat and banter, then more messages popped up from the same girl, i read them with wide and tearful eyes.
Girl: well hey I'm gonna head off to bed now
Nathan: i can make that fun for you ;)
Girl: haha cheeky, Nathan you have a girlfriend ;)
Nathan: i know i know ;)
And the chat ended. I don't know if my tears were anger, sadness, or hate, it could've even been all three, during the next day,'i decided i would act off with him, to see if he could pick up what was wrong. He didn't he just got as pissed off as i did.
Another time, i was stood in school and another girl, told me she wanted to have a word with me. It was about prom, i had no problem with Nathan going to his prom, but this, annoyed the fuck out of me. At the beginning of out relationship, Nathan had told another different girl, to keep him in mind for her next boyfriend, Nathan told me that happened before we even got together, i believed him 100%
Then this girl that had wanted a word in school told me he had asked, 'future boyfriend girl' to his prom,
I was angry, so fucking angry, i was raging, there was practically steam coming from my ears, i cried in the loos, holly was there for me, she cheered me up, top friend right there :).
