We talked for hours abut everything and how excited we were to see each other for the first time.
"Hey..Mark". Mark put his head down and so did I. We weren't looking at each other but we were still talking. "You still up?". It took him a while you respond and I was about to hang up but before I did he spoke." Yeah...I'm still up don't go".
I was surprised by that and laughed a little. Maybe it's because he's tired. "Ok..I'll stay longer and that's when I started to dose off but I heard him say something. ".....can't.....like........You" I couldn't make it out but that's what I heard as I fell asleep.... Can't like you.. Those words repeated in my head over and over. I even had a dream of him saying it over and over. No..no..stop saying it..it hurts..don't say it anymore..noo..
I woke up with tears in my eyes of the hurt of being rejected over and over again. I tried to stop crying but when I looked up at my screen and saw Mark it just wouldn't stop. I couldn't stop crying. I put my head back down and kept crying. Should I still go to see him.. Would he act different if I came dude he didn't like me. Does he even want to see me. As I looked at Mark I got more depressed with millions of questions going through my head
Then Mark sat up and stretched and rubbed his eyes and then looked at me. His eyes widened. " what happened Jack why are you crying". I cleaned myself up as fast as I could and spoke without looking at him. "Mark do..still want me to come see you?". Mark looked confused "of course I do..Why wouldn't I" I was trying to choke back the tears when speaking. "Last..night". I got up after saying that and took a shower
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