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Boxes

I walked out of the shoot and drove to Taco Bell. Yes, I am obsessed. When I got home, I changed into some yoga pants and an old Seahawks shirt that I got from my dad and put my phone on the charger.
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3 hours later
    I fell asleep on the couch for three hours. I went and grabbed my phone and blocked Anthony and Kate from my phone and social media. After that, I got boxes.

Lots of boxes. In fact, just enough to move a pissed off model to NYC.

I decided I was going to go to the coffee shop to call all of my friends to help me move.
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    "Okay people, we're done here. You guys can go home and I will email you about paying you tomorrow morning."
    It was eight in the afternoon and  I have all my things in boxes in a u haul.  I had a group of about twenty people to help me pack and we got it done in less than 5 hours. Now, all I have to do is find an apartment.
    It took me about two hours to find a nice little New York City apartment. It was about eight stories high and overlooks the whole city. It's about twenty minutes from Valencia designs. After I was done with that, I called the realtor and asked her what her greatest bid was. I price it out $4000 and she said that I could have the apartment in two days. All that's left is the move. I started packing and noticed something on one of the boxes from my mother. My mom and I did not have the best relationship. We always fought and I always was that child that did bad in school and didn't listen. I turned around the package and opened the baby blue ribbon to reveal a little six inch log box. I opened it and saw a necklace of a moon and a heart. On it said "I love you to the moon and back" in italics.
Also, in the bottom of the package it said,
" I knew I never supported your career. I was not a good mother and did not care when you did bad in school. I just want to let you know that I will always love you. No matter what career choice you made or who you hang out with. I love so much. And I am so sorry for all the pain I may have caused you when I blocked you out of my life. I miss you and I wish the best for you and your modeling."
This was a lot- especially for mom. She never would have spent time like this on me when I was younger. When I was younger, she maybe would've left a nice little t-shirt under the tree for me on Christmas, and school supplies for my birthday. Dad thought I was his little princess, bought me everything I wanted.
    So this was a lot. And it brought me to tears. So, I drove the u haul to her house. I walked in and hugged her, and we talked for about 2 hours. After that was done, I called the moving company and had them drive the truck as I got on the plane to New York.
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It took ten hours to get to New York. We arrived at about midnight, so I quickly reserved a hotel room on my phone. That I could us for tonight and tomorrow night. It had a king size bed and greyscale decor.
Once I got there I went straight to the vending machines. I mean, we all know that airplane food is shit in plastic containers. I didn't sleep for the whole trip so I bout some M&Ms and a sprite, turned on the television, and went to bed immediately.
I didn't have much to do the next morning, so I ordered some room service and went shopping.
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After I came back, I spent about $200 on one outfit and $300 on a ball gown. I also spent another $100 on some lingerie, even though I have no one to impress. I was tired when I got back, so I got room service and went to bed.
    The next day, I called Valencia. I let them know that I was going to join and set up a meeting.