-Journal Entry: Jenny-
It's about to be a month since I've left for the tour. It's all so crazy still. The fans multiply each day and our songs are becoming number one. The band and I have become extremely close even with our crew. We never take our 'job' seriously, we always have laughs and a couple of drinks to share.
My feelings for Louis are still so prominent in my heart. He hasn't called so far or made any sign to contact me. There are so many rumors of him proposing to her. It breaks my heart, honestly. It's amazing how much feelings you can have for someone only to be crushed.
It's quite ironic in a sense. Eleanor and I have become friends. To my extent she doesn't know that I have feelings for her boyfriend. She comes to our shows with Harry and shops around with me. She's such a well mannered girl and extremely sweet.
Eleanor Calder, screams perfection. Her body, her name, her personality. I now see why Louis prefers her. Her heart is so pure and not yet tainted. I've thought about asking her about Louis one of these days just to see how he is.
But the thought of him not missing me, kills me.
On other news, Harry and his band are soon going on tour so he won't be able to come to our shows as often. He invited me to go to his first show but I'm to scared to go. I mean, I love the lads, but Louis is something else. Speaking of the devil, Harry is calling me.
Over and out. xx
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You Again || Tomlinson {editing}
Fanfiction❝You start to try to become perfect. That's all I want to be. I want for everyone to not judge me. I want them to not be able to point out a single flaw.❞ ©Copyright 2013 Jenny || Go check out the sequel "Someone Different" ||
