A not real summer! (Hayes grier fanficton)

I wouldn't Mind

"So..... "Hayes says.
"This is really awkward!" I pull my hair behind my ear, giggling nervously to fill in the dreading silence. Hayes took a step closer to me. My palms grew sweaty. He might kiss me. He might hold me close. He might caress my cheek. The thing is though, I don't think I would mind. Jacob was at the back of my mind now. I didn't want to think about what he could be thinking now. I did not want to spoil this moment with Hayes.
Hayes took another step closer to me. Our lips inches apart. I leaned in slowly aching to feel his lips against mine. His lips brushed against mine, a giggle slipping out of my mouth which made a smile spread across his face. Soon our lips met, sparks erupting in my stomach, my heart beating out of my chest. His lips felt perfect on mine. Moving in sync, a couple wrong movements here and there but I didn't mind. I don't think I ever would if it was with Hayes. I pulled away, breathless, inhaling so I could catch my breath. I stared at the floor.
What next?

"That was nice," he says shyly while rubbing the back of his neck.

"It was." I took my eyes off the ground and on to his. His bright blue eyes on me.

After a quiet silence he spoke. "Want to do it again?"

I chuckled, "yeah, why not?" I leaned in once again ready to feel his lips against mine once again. He leaned again titling his head in the opposite direction as mine. The kiss felt perfect. Everything felt so right except one thing. Jacob. Even with me trying to forget about him my mind would not let me. I felt so bad. I had to pull away from Hayes. I should not be thinking these things when I'm with him.

Hayes looked confused. Probably wondering why I pulled away so early.

"Is something wrong?" He asked me.

"What? N-no! Just thinking,". I stuttered.

"What about?" His face full of concern.

"Uhh, nothing important really." I was hoping he'd drop the subject soon. I was not going to to tell him what I was thinking about. I did not want him to have second thoughts about me.

"If you say so," he said after shrugging his shoulders. I was relieved. I really needed to figure out Jacob. I'm pretty sure I don't have feelings for him. He's a friend.