Love for Mariana(studxfemme)

chapter 21

My whole world just stoped.. my momma can't be in the hospital..

As I just look at the text from Z I hestitate to dial his number, I'm too afraid of what he gonna tell me.. but I gotta do it.. , (phone ringing )

" Hello? " "Z I got ya text, what's wrong with my mom, why is she in the hospital!?

eagerly waiting for his response, I can feel the silent between the call and how hestitate he is being

"They..

I can sense tears is coming from his eyes. as he tries to tell me what happen

"They robbed her, raped her and beat her bad doctors said they left her for dead..

Tears just came streaming from my eyes.. as he was telling the horrible things somebody did to my mother.. I think ima be sick..

"Who did this?! We gotta find out who did this to my mother, I gotta go see her.. omg man..

"Calm down cuz ima find out who did this, yo mom's gonna be good alright, and I agree you gotta go see her... "

"I'm hopping on a plane first thing in the AM, it's been 2 month's since I seen her. I gotta see her tell her how much I love and appreciate her"

"Alright cuz be safe and stay low don't be getting in no trouble up there, go see ya moms and come home, I know the cops kinda quiet the search for you, but still don't be taking no chances out there.. "

Thinking on what he said, man.. he's right. But I just gotta know who did this, I need answers.. ima listen though

"Alright cuz ima stay low, alright I'll talk ttyl Z "

"Man alright just remember what I said "

Too much shit going on I just completely forgot about these 13 miss calls from Mariana, let me call her before she trip..

(Dialing...)

"Braylynn I called you 13 times I know you were with your gma but you could've text me, for an update something .. had me worried for a second is everything alright

Trying to collect my calm, and stop these tears from my eyes, I used all my will power to say "yea everything alright " in reality everything is falling apart

"You sure everything alright Baby "

Ugh ain't that what I just said.. gosh I'm breaking inside though but still I let out a cool calm "Yea everything alright babe.

"Ok baby, I miss you, I wanna see you can you come over? "

Ugh I'm tired af, just feeling really shitty and I gotta hop on a plane tomorrow.. plus I got Sasha purfume on me nah I'm good for tonight

"Nah I'm sorry baby, I'm really tired from seeing my grandmother "

Knowing that was another damn lie, I just continued with the disloyalty

"Maybe another time, not tomorrow, ima be really busy tomorrow babe I won't be able to see you, but I'll make it up to you I promise"

"Ugh ok baby Goodnight see you when I see you ig

And with that being said she hangs up,

I know she's upset with me, but at this point I really don't care, I just gotta see my moms.

This walk home was a long and stressful one.. Ugh I just need to sleep.