Love for Mariana(studxfemme)

chapter 25 The Visit

~Braylynn ~

Damn I really wasn't trying to blow my cover, but I just gotta see my mom's, watching the doctors work on her is just tearing me apart.. it's my fault if I never pulled the trigger, Ronni would still be here and I could still be up here protecting my mom.. and Tiara I know she is hurt and mad and probably confused.. damn! There's no need to hide from her anymore.

"Braylynn they told me the cops shot you, and that you was buried in a different state."

I don't know if I should turn around, or keep on walking pretend like she ain't even see me.

"Braylynn please turn around, I know it's you, I missed you so much (tears streaming down her eyes ) ..

All I could do is turn around, then without hesistation she runs up to me and embraced me in her arms crying..

"I'm sorry Tiara "

The only thing I could say was sorry, I mean she deserved the apology, I probably broke her heart, and she probably will never forgive me..

"I'm so sorry Tiara, for everything "

"I'm just happy you're alive! Life just wasn't the same when you were gone.., feels like you rosed from the grave "

Yea.. the graves of Atlanta thinking about Atlanta I wonder what Mari is doing.

"Tiara.. I gotta see my mom's.. I gotta tell her I love her and that I'm sorry"

"It's not your fault Braylynn don't blame this on yourself "

"I can't stop feeling that all this has something to do with the shooting of Ronnie"

"No you're just being paranoid Braylynn, that case has been closed.. the cops stop looking for you..."

I wonder if what she is saying is true, maybe I am being paranoid.. but if the cops new I was here in MI they'll start questioning me.

"What if the cops see me (interruption )

"Excuse me mam you can come back in and see Ms. Patterson, but I'm afraid to tell you she doesn't have much time left, her injuries are too severe to fix"

My heart just hit the pit of my stomach at what the doctor just said, you mean to tell me my mother not gonna make it..

"NO! There gotta be something else you can do I can't lose my mother!"

"I'm sorry but there's nothing else to do"

Wtf these doctors ain't good for shit! They just gonna let my mother die!

"Man move "!

Rushing pass the doctor and into my mother room, I just broke down by her bed side..

"Moma (tears rolling down her face) I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I'm sorry that I didn't listen to you, I'm sorry for being such a stubborn daughter, I'm sorry for all the crap I put you through.. moma I love you, please don't go, you're the only family I got besides Z.. I need you momma, I'll move back and take care of you.. please don't go..

(Beappppppppppppppp )

No momma please come back! Please..

"I'm sorry mam but Mrs. Patterson is gone"

"No don't tell me that doc! She can't be gone man"

"I'm sorry mam, I know it's hard but your mother is in a better place "

I can't believe she's gone.. she didn't deserve this, ima get them pussy ass niggas who did this to her, ima get them..

"Come on Braylynn you gotta go, she's gone, being here is only gonna make you sick, you can come back to my place and get some rest.."

"I don't think that's a good idea Tiara.. "

"No I lost you one time I'm not losing you again, you're coming over my house "

I do miss her.. and I just need someone to vent to

"Alright Tiara let's go.