Is this the Dream I always dream?

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Chapter 1 (Lexie's POV)
I couldn't breathe. The taste of blood coming from the
Back of my throat fighting its way to the surface.
I could here Mark's faint voice in the background.
I knew I was gonna die.
I had to tell him. Let him know.
"Mark. I'm dying"
I say weak and barely audible. He seemed to hear me, because his head shot up really fast as his eyes went really wide.
"You're not dying." He says standing up.
"Cristina will be right back." I tell him again as he tries to move the plane that crushing me. I try too wiggle with it so maybe him trying to move it won't hurt as much. But every little nerve in my body was on fire.
I fought to keep conscious as I tried one more time to tell him.
Weakly I say
"Mark hold my hand."
He looks at me and I know he's realized that there nothing he can do.
He leans down and grabs it the warmth of his touch sending different flames down my body,its weird how even dying he still has that affect on me.
I hear him whispering kind words but my groggy mind can only make out the gist of what he's saying.
He loves me.
"You....don't have.....to say it just because.... I said it..I"
"I do. I've always been in love with you. I'll always be in love with you." He's start telling me that we could have kids, but my mind is still slipping out.
The few words I hear before my moment comes. The moment I'd hoped I'd had years to come. He said
"We're meant to be." I felt the tears rolling down my cheeks. Fighting the urge to wipe them, because I know that I may not have both my arms.
I need to say something with the last breathes I take I whisper.
"Meant to be." Then my eyes close. Everything is pitch black and I can't hear anything accept for the constant whisper of "I love you's" from mark. I wanted to tell him I loved him too. I wanted to kiss him and tell him I would live and Sofia would get siblings and we would be married. Right now I didn't know anything.
I knew that I couldn't talk. But I could feel my body. Pure fire. So I screamed knowing no one would hear me I screamed. Louder and louder.
"LEXIE!"
I jump and come out of my dream.
I open my eyes to see Jackson laying next to me.
"Are you okay?" He's asked me freaked. I don't understand why I do this every night.
"I'm fine Jackson." I say rolling over.
He whispers okay and leans over to kiss my fore head.
He mumbles something else and turns with his back facing me.
I look over at my clock and the time read
2:00 AM exactly. I knew I had to work so I rolled over to go to bed, and I felt the tears roll down my cheeks.
This time I'm not crying over my dream.
I'm crying because the man in my bed
Isn't the man I want kissing my forehead.

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