Adventure to my Thoughts

The Difference Between Saying and Thinking pt. 1

Question 1:
Why aren't you never that animated with me?
Your response:
What do you mean? Animated?
What I said:
Nevermind, dumb question. That was a really fucking stupid question.
Your response:
Okay..
What I thought:
Why do you never talk to me like you are that girl? Why don't I deserve to have animated (full of life or excitement, lively) conversation with you? I'm sad because I don't feel like you want to have an important conversation with me. I'm a fucking jealous bitch because I literally don't trust any girl with you after the stories you've told me, I'll always trust you but I'll never trust them.

Question 2:
If you could improve our conversing what would you do?
Your response:
Huh?
What I said:
I don't know.
What I thought:
How can I be better for you so you want to have an animated conversation to me?
Your response:
Okay..