cutting

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Cutting they say it can kill you but how can something that shows you so much love and makes you feel wanted want to kill you.

How come the more someone cuts they feel relieved that the pain is not weighing down on them and laughing at them like it always does.

Yes it was there decision to make this incision.

People think that they want attention that's why they cut
No that's not why at all
They cut to remember each cut to have the pain go away for just a little bit so that they don't go insane.

One cut for the abusive dad

Two cut for being the disgrace in there eyes

Three cut for eating too much

Four cut fo not being pretty enough

Five cut for not being able to fall in love

Six cut for pushing people away

Seven cut for not being what you wanted them to be

Eight cut for all the pain left on them

Nine cut for all the nights they cry themselves to sleep

Ten cut for hiding all the pain they really feel

And it becomes a routine everyday that it becomes addicting in every way

But they tell you it will never help

But all you can tell them was your never there to see me try to stop myself from this incision I make so why bother giving me reasons

When I know you just want to be a saver in other eyes and get a shiny medal and a thank you for saving them

So that way they can be called the thing that tryed to kill themselves that just adds on to the pain

So that way they can be called the disgrace

So there's nothing you can tell me that will make them stop or make them want to quit becaue once you take that razor blade your entering

Something that will be the death of you

One cut
Two cut
Three cut my last one
Four cut
Five cut
Six cut this is the last time
Seven cut
Eight cut
Nine cut one more
Ten cut it's too late

Hey guys vote and comment if anyone is doing this I know it addicting but please don't do it no more

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