Your dumb
Your useless
You'll never amount to anything
You are a failure
Everything is your fault
Your stupid
Your fat
You never do anything right
Your the reason why nothing works
Your a disgrace to this family
You never listen
All the words you used to bring me down are now engraved in my memory like a map to hell
oh wait that's just my mind
Even still with you gone the more I hear these phrase it's like I'm drowning in your puddle of shame
I wish I could be the person you dreamed of
You left because we we're a disgrace in your face
Five years later we struggle to live but while you on the other hand started a new family
Hey maybe even had some kids
And the sad part is that I'm not even mad about that
I'm not even mad that I barely survived I'm mad becaue I'm not good enough
I'm not good enough to be what you had expected me to be and the sad thing is that I didn't even know that there was such a thing
But hey there is such a thing it's called atelophobia and I bet you.
You didn't even know if it was a real thing but all I want is for you to feel it from all the pain you put me through they weren't lieing when they said
Words hurt more than a punch in the face because it haunts you
Your whole life
So you made me scared of not just the little things but of never being good enough for anything
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