I doubt anyone will ever read this but oh well.
I'm really not seeing the point in living anymore. Would anyone really notice if if if kill myself because at this point I don't think anyone would.
My cousin is mad at me. My parents hate me. People who are supposed to be my friends and there for me aren't there for me even when they said they would. There's only one person who I think would care and right now she's not really showing it.
So I guess this is goodbye maybe. I dunno might be to chicken to do it. Or I'll fail at its gain. Another thing I fail at. I can't even die without failing.
