Love Me For Me

Chapter 18

Khalil P.O.V
After the installation service I was a bit sad that the person I fell in love with is no longer my lover but my pastor.

But I have to look on the bright side I am drama free for now I know I'm not going to get along with his wife but long as I know you're doing well love she gets out my way.

I don't know what's going through my head right now all I know is that I have to be prayed up and I miss talking to you soon it's been too long for me to be mad at him no he had understand and I have did my but I love the man to death.

I was driving down to sleep I had got a phone call.

* Ring Ring *

Phone Conversation

Jason : Wassup Wyd?

Me: Nothing Just Thinking About You!

Jason : Your Sure It Was Me And Not Christ.?

Me: YESSS!

Jason : Yeah Okay IM Still Mad about Earlier.!

Me: I'm Soo Sorry it Was An Honest Mistake.

Jason : Ight I miss You Like Crazy I Figured You Found about The Girls?

Me: Yeah I Found Out I can't even Be Mad I deserve It .

Jason: Damn Right.

Me: Yeah

Jason : Want Some Dinner.?

Me: Yeah sounds Good ( Sounding Like a Girl Ask On There First Date.)

Jason : Ight Meet Me At our spot (Hippies)

Me: Okay.

*End*

After that I drove down Columbus Avenue and I parked into the parking spot at the restaurant in waiting for Jason pull up.

About 30 minutes he came driving through right beside me and park next to me I was looking at him and I was missing how he looked how you felt as I miss sleeping in the same bed with him.

But you know maybe we can have a clean slate now everybody is back to normal I just I miss my girls I haven't seen them in forever I feel like I look after them like they're my own children but they're not there his is but I count them as my own.

He got out the car and came over and open my door gave me a hug and the sent of his cologne drove me crazy he looked at me and smile and peck me on my lips.

I can honestly say that I miss Jason from the bottom of my heart but I don't know if you feel the same way I just have to ask him.

Ask for beating seated at a table next to the window related to each others eyes and I asked him.

" Jason Do you Miss Me?" I Said ?

" Of course I Do The Girls Ask About You A Lot but I just Ignore The statement." He said.

" Do you Think We can Work Out Somethings Cause I Really Miss you I Don't Wanna seem Like za Home Wrecker." I Said.

" And I'm Not saying This Cause Christ Chose His Wife " I added.

"Well that's What It seems but if we can Try this Again Khalil But Just be careful Kha Cause Jasmine Is Out for blood This Time and I Do t Want You and I in no Mess we Cant Get out of So Imma Say This Stay Away From Chris if it's Not Church Related Leave!!"He Semi Yelled.

" I Understand Jay." I Said softly.

Chris P.O. V
I feel bad that I had to end my affair with Khalil I know that I'm a man of God and I have a vision for the church I don't want my flesh to get in the way for what God has for me I want to become the pastor of this great church.

I have thought about the decision I love that man to bottom of my heart but I love my wife to I don't know where did she has done behind my back but I'm willing to forgive her if it's not too bad .

I know I hurt Khalil in the past but you know I have to do what's best for me what's best for my future was the best for everything that involves around me I want to become a pastor and I can't let my flesh keep giving away I love him but my flesh does too.

F the service me and my flaming went out to dinner in celebrated me becoming a pastor of the church I have so much efficient for the church and my family and the pay is phenomenal .

After dinner we had to house in the car ride my wife was looking at the window she was looking a little bit worried I don't know what to say or how to start the conversation off so I asked.

" You Okay?" I ask?

"Y-Y-Y-Yeah Why?" She said.

"You Haven't Really Said Too Much Since We've Been In the Car And ik When Something Is Bothering You You NEVER Stutter." I Said I With Questioning.

" Well I Have Stuff on my Mind Jay I can't Fathom Right Now." She Said With Irritation In Her voice." She Said.

"Are You Alright?" I Said.

"YESSSS JASON GAWD!!!" She YELLED.

I had to take a breather because I don't know who the hell she thought she was talking to so I look back and look at my girls in the backseat there were shocked and my two sons were also shocked so I kept quiet and drive the rest of the way home will handle this when we get to the house. But Did She Call Me Jason???

Understanding what I'm driving she yells pull over pull over pull over I'll pull over she jumped out the car and throws up on the side of the street.

Her eyes were bloodshot red when she got pregnant she and I had her arm over her forehead and she's Congress way home while we got home she went upstairs to take a shower and lay down I went to sleep I don't know what's wrong with her but it's scaring me.

Jason P.O.V
I honestly can say i missed talking to old boy I can also say that he did hurt because I  allowed him to hurt me so I didn't stuff that I did just to get over him just to get back but I'm a save this there's nothing like being back to somebody you really truly love from the bottom of your heart on the night was so amazing we talked until 10 at night.

After we talked until 10 the restaurant was closing so I walked into the car and it was raining so I gave him my suit jacket to put over he said walking to the car safely and I kiss him goodbye and told me to call me when he got home.

Khalil P.O.V
Tonight was amazing I had got to the house getting my pajamas laying down and call Jason and we talked and talked and talked until we both fall asleep I can honestly say also that I miss him so much I don't know what was going through my hand with Chris but I don't want to make the same mistake again cuz he has my heart.

Tomorrow I'm going to get the girls I'm going to have some US time and go chill and get her nails done and everything (I'm not going to get my nails done they are but just to have fun).

I looked up this morning with this morning my dick was so hard I just start stroking it the first thing I woke up.

My Dick started swelling up I knew I was about to nutt But I wanted to taste it when I cummed I ate some of it.

I got up and went to the bathroom got in the shower and washed my body and brush my teeth.

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