Why did you leave me if you intended to keep me in your life? You chose your responsibilities over me. And that's fine. You committed to serving the One that you and I believe in. And that's fine. You left me and now you want me back. And no, that's not fine. We're miles apart but this is the first time I've ever felt the distance between us, and no, that's not fine.
Believe me when I tell you that I am just right here. Believe me when I say I support your decision. Believe me when I say I just want you to fulfill your calling. Believe me when I tell you I hate myself for still loving you, because damn, I still do.
- 9/15/15 ; 1:48 AM
