***Ians P.O.V.***
I finally dragged my self off his bed, and went straight to the couch. I noticed i had a voicemail , i didn't bother listening to it.
It was most likely Melanie begging me to take her back. all i could think about was Anthony.i walked over to the bathroom and looked in the mirror.
"am i really that ugly Anthony?" i asked as if Anthony could here me.
"All i ever gave you was love , all my love" i paused trying to hold back the tears that were building up in my eyes."
I looked at all my flaws. "Im so sorry Anthony." i fell to my knees, and sobbed. i looked up "Why god? Why did you give me Anthony? Why did i fall for his smile? Why?" i was crying.
and i couldn't stop. i sat there for about a hour just crying.
untill finally i got up, still had that voicemail. I decided to listen to it.
"Ian, where the hell are you?
Its Anthony, whats wrong?
Ian , im worried call me?
Please Ian im fucking begging you.
Just call me back , please let me
know , let me know your safe."
i was speachless. it's been so long since Anthony said he cared. i was tearing up, my heart ripping to shreds.
"Does he miss me?"
