I've always been alone... and yet I'm reluctent to change

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It was a lonely ride up here. I was forgotten forever ago so I was used to the little conversations I had with myself. My parents weren't to rich and, well, weren't too tolerant either. They were too young to have a kid, thus I was born and I was forced into Military school.

"Rin, why are you forcing yourself to be here?"

"So I can learn more about something I'm actually good at."

"You realize they'll call you Miss. Kagamine, right? So many closed wounds will rip open."

"So what? It's worth it if I can just be happy with the rest of my life!"

After a while the train stopped and the light poured onto my face as I opened the door. Life is so convenient nowadays, I swear if everyone was on their own, I'd be a lone survivor.

Damn, even in my fantasies I'm alone...

I struggled to be noticed by the lady who shoot everyone fake smiles as they walked by, taking her pamphlets. When she finally did notice me she looked apologetic and almost yelled: "Oh sorry miss! Hard to see ya there!", handed me a paper, and looked off to see another student, then another, then another. How depressing.

I noted my next location as the gymnasium, which was about the only place I felt I would enjoy, and pushed my way to the entrance. Something stopped me from entering. People pushed past me but I was resistant to go in. I turned around and saw a girl with her long teal hair tied up in pigtails trip over a binder on the floor, dropped by a pinkette. Pigtails then proceeded to grab a boy's shirt and pull him down with her. The boy whacked off another girl's glasses with his flailing arms, causing the girl to fall and search blindly for her specticals across the floor. A few other people stood around the area.

I walked toward the danger zone and a boy hit me in the shoulder. I stared him in the eye and his blonde hair that was pulled into a short ponytail bobbed around as he switched from laughing to looking at me nervously to apologizing.

Why did I stop to meet these strangers?

Couldn't I have just left them and continued my lonely days by entering the gym? But, now there was this strange feeling of acceptance that kept me from turning and leaving them.

((Sorry this was a bit short, I didn't have much I could do with her XP))

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