Insanity {SDAS Sequel}

Chapter 5- Soon

**Ashlyn's POV**

I woke up in a pleasant mood, but of course something always has to ruin it.

I watched as Ryan Seacrest once again came onto my television with the latest news in Hollywood.

"It looks like a little song war has broken out between Ash K. and Justin Bieber. New songs from Ash's album Unbroken and Justin's Believe have been reported to contain them taking jabs at one another. Listen to this lyric from Justin's bonus track of Believe, Nothing Like Us!"

Have you been drinking

to take all the pain away?

I wish that I could give you what you deserve..

I felt my face heating up in anger. How could he? I immediately picked up my phone to call Bey's cell. But a call came through from her before I could even dial. "Hello?"

"Are you seeing this, babygirl?" She sounded furious. "This is a 911 emergency. How fast can you make it to the studio?"

"20 minutes at the most. I'm on my way." I stormed into my closet as I ended the call. As angry as I was, I made sure I was looking nice before heading downstairs to see Ryan sitting on the couch. "Ryan, come on! We gotta go to the studio."

Speeding down the freeway, I was furious as ever. I'm tired of Justin and his shit. I know he's just trying to get to me but I've had it!

When I pulled up to Def Jam, parking my red Ferrari on the side of the building, I rushed inside with Ryan hot on my heels. I went into my recording studio to see Bey sitting on the couch and my manager Vinsonte pacing the room quickly.

"What do we do?" I asked as Ryan and I sat on the couch adjacent to her Bey.

"I don't know Ashlyn, but whatever we do, we've gotta do it fast before he ruins your career all over again!" Vin said angrily. He was still pacing the hell out of the carpet, if he keeps up there's gonna be tracks on it.

"Why don't I release another single?" I asked. I had just the perfect song to get back at Justin.

"Negative. We don't want to spoil your album before it's released." Beyoncé answered shaking her head.

"You're right. Then what do we do?" I whined, throwing my head back in frustration.

"Nothing." Ryan spoke for the first time since we left the house.

"Nothing?" I repeated confusingly.

"Yes. Nothing. Justin just wants a reaction from you Ashlyn. And as long as you don't give him one he's gonna continue to drown in his own misery. You know how they say misery loves company? Don't give him that company."

I sighed. "Okay. That's easier said than done Ry, but I'll try my best."

"Great," Vin said as he finally finished his Daytona 500 on the floor. "Well, Bey and I have to go handle some publicity things since you haven't been in the public eye as much. Call us if you need anything."

I gave them both hugs and kisses on the cheek, then they told Ryan goodbye before leaving the room.

Ryan and I were talking about a whole bunch of random things until all of a sudden I hear light snoring. I looked up to see him fast asleep. I giggled to myself and got up, going downstairs to get a snack.

When I got in the room it was empty, as it usually is this early in the morning. I got some Reese's cups and a Sprite out of the machines before sitting down and turning on the television.

Check out Justin Bieber's new single, Nothing Like Us!

I wish that I could give you what you deserve,

'Cuz nothing can ever, ever replace you

Nothing can make me feel like you do, yeah

You know there's no one I can relate to,

I know we won't find a love that's so true.

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me,

together through the storm

There's nothing like us

There's nothing like you and me together, oh.

I gave you everything babe,

Everything I had to give

Girl, why would you push me away?

Yeah

Lost in confusion,

Like an illusion

You know I'm used to making your day

But that is the past now

We didn't last now

Maybe this was meant to be,

Yeah

Tell me was it worth it?

We were so perfect

Baby, I just want you to see

There's nothing like us...

I immediately cut the television off, feeling the tears roll down my face. Is that really how he feels about us? Guilt washed over me as I thought about all the great memories we had together. The long talks, the romantic dates, the concerts, the love we shared.

I threw it all away. Over some guy who wasn't even worth it.

This is all my fault. I hurt Justin. Nothing he's ever done to me can compare to the hurt I must've made him feel.

I have to go find him.

I have to apologize.

I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry Ryan." I whispered, running out of the room. I threw my food away going out the door before jumping into my car.

Ryan came running out of the door. "Ashlyn, what are you doing?" He yelled, sprinting towards the car.

"See you soon, Ry," I yelled back, speeding out of the parking lot and onto the freeway. "And I'll see you even sooner, Justin."

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