Insanity {SDAS Sequel}

Chapter 1-Shot For Me

**Ashlyn's POV**

I kept my head low as I walked the red carpet, annoying the paparazzi that apparently did not get the memo when I spefically requested not to be questioned on Ellen.

"Ashlyn!" I heard a familiar voice call behind me.

I turned around and to my surprise, I saw my best friend Jasmine Villegas. Last year, she was just opening acts for tours and stuff. But now Jasmine is a huge megastar. I'm proud of her. "Hey Jasmine!!!!" I smiled, hugging her neck.

"I missed you!!!!!" she cried, letting go of me. "Let's head on inside. I know you don't wanna be bothered." I nodded and followed her inside.

Luckily, our seats are beside each other. I'm between her and Mindless Behavior...I love those boys. In rehab all I ever did was jump around to their music. But anyways, back to the point. I'm sitting beside my bestie.

About an hour later the show started and Trey Songz with his sexy self opened it. I have an insane crush on him! I giggled to myself. He's just a little too old for me though. I'm just hanging around until my performance. I'm closing out the show then I'll be honored with the VMA Livestrong Award. I'm ecstatic!!!!!

After Trey opened up, it was te first commercial break.

"Coming up...Best Song and then later...Justin Bieber performs!!!"

I cringed as I heard the screams around me. Jasmine looked at me in worry while MB was whooping next to us. I took deep breaths, as I knew this would come. I'm officially on edge. I closed my eyes in anxiety as more and more bad memories flooded through my head.

[A/N: If you didnt read the first book before this...flashbacks like these from chapter to chapter should catch you up :D]

He flipped his hair and smiled. "Well, I guess I should introduce myself. I'm Justin Bieber...You're Ash, who?"

"Justin do I not remind you of someone?"  I asked.

"Well...I had a friend names Ashlyn back in Canada. But isn't your name like Ashley or something?"

"No. I'm um....Ashlyn Kennedy."

"A-Ashlyn is that you?"

And another one.

"Ash, um...do you...you still cut yourself?" he asked, barely audible.

"Um...."

"Ash, please tell me you're not still doing this. Let me see your arms..."

Another one.

I got up to walk out of the studio but I felt him wrap his arms around my waist. I turned around just to be pinned up to the wall. I laughed. "You could let me go, you know."

He stared at me intently. "I dont think I will...But I could on one condition....Let me kiss you." he whispered.

"But-" I started but was cut off by soft, warm lips against mine.

I felt my body temperature rising as another harsh memory hit me. The change...when everything started to go downhill.

"Justin, I have to tell you something..." I said.

He looked up at me, raising an eyebrow. "Yeah?"

"We um, need to talk."

"About?"

"When I leave in two weeks...you realize our relationship is gonna turn into dust, right?"

He frowned. "What are you talking about?"