Stupidity (TVD fanfic)

Drag Me Down

"N-no." I shake my head I'm disbelief. "Yes." He smiles. He's never said that to me. I fall to the ground. This can't be happening. "What's wrong, sweetheart?" He asks and I look up and he notices the tears falling down my face. "This isn't how it's supposed to end." I whisper. "How is it supposed to end then, love?" I bite my lip.

"I can't open up and fall back down when you leave me.." I look down. He gently lifts my chin up with his finger. I blush slightly at his touch. "I'm not going anywhere." He kisses my forehead and after that, something hits him in the chest, making him fall to the ground. A white oak stake! I pull it out of him but, its too late. No! I see who threw it. "Jessica!" I yell and run after her and choke her to the wall.

I just want to rip her heart out. "Why?!" I yell. "He's just going to play tour heart and I don't want you to get hurt." She chokes out. "It's too late for that. Say goodbye to everyone, Jessica." Before she can respond, I rip her heart out and drop it out of my hand. I just killed my sister! I punch the wall, more years falling. "Please make it stop." I whisper.

Damon runs to my side and places hs hands on my waist as he hugs me from behind. I flip him on his back into the cement. "No! No.. No." I repeat. "Someone please." I whisper as I fall to the ground. The next thing I know is Madison and Hayley come to attack me and I was about to kill them until a voice yelled for me to stop..

I turned around and vampire sped to Kol. "I'm a monster." I admit and he wraps his arms around my waist. "Don't say that. Your not a monster." He whispers. "I killed h-her." I bite my lip. "Who?" He asks. "My s-sister." I hug him tighter and wrap my legs around his legs. "Why?" He whispers. "S-she killed K-Klaus." I cry more. I just want this to go away. Oh, wait. I can.

"Kol, can I?" I ask. "What?" He asks. "Turn it off." He gasps and pulls away from me and slams me against a wall. "Don't ever so that, again. Is that clear?" I gull and give him a shaky nod. He's scaring me. "D-dont hurt me." I beg. "I'm not. Just do not flip the switch. I don't want to compel you to turn it back on." "I'm sorry." I say and in a blink of an eye, all of its gone.

"Turn it back on." He says calmly. "Get off of me." I snap. "Turn it back on!" He yells as we make eye contact. I flip the switch back on and slowly my emotions come back. "He's dead!" I cry and run to Klaus and hug him as I place his head on my chest. His arm moves around my waist. H-he's alive? I look down at him and he smiles and opens his eyes. "Klaus!" I cry more which I didn't even think was possible.

"I thought you w-were d-dead." He kisses my forehead weakly. "I'm okay." He says and I smile weakly. "Please stop crying. I don't like seeing something so beautiful cry." I chuckle. "I wish I could." I bite my lip. Kol yanks me away from Klaus and he takes me inside his room. "Do you love me?" He asks. "W-what?" I stutter. "Do you love me?" He repeats.

"I-I don't know." I stutter. We make we contact. "Do you love me?" He compels me. "Yes." I say. "Are you in love with me?" I nod. "Yes." "Are you in love with Klaus?" I bite my lip. "Yes." I nod. He looks away. "Seriously?! You compelled me!" I yell and the door opens and Klaus stands there weakly. "What's going on?" Klaus asks. "Nothing." I sigh and walk over to calm him down but, he refuses.

"You compelled her!" Klaus yells. "Yes, brother. I'm tired of waiting." He snaps. "Waiting for what?" I ask. "You!" Kol yells. I gasp and Klaus is angry. I run to Kol and hug him and cry into his shoulder. He doesn't hug back. "I-I'm sorry." I apologize and kiss his cheek. I pull away and snap his neck. Klaus is surprised. "What?" I chuckle and make my way over to him.

He moves back. "You love him, don't you? I can see it in your eyes." I shake my head. "No. I want you. Klaus, it's you." I cry. "It's Kol. It always has. It took me until now to realize that. That really hurts, Nicole." He sighs and looks down. "No. It's not like that. I swear. If I chose Kol, why would I kill my sister because I thought you were dead? Huh? You know how hard it is to watch your sibling fall to the ground dead and it's your fault because you killed her?! Of course you don't!" I yell.

"How am I supposed to know why you killed your sister?! That's just the cruelest thing you could ever do! I wouldn't even do that." I try to blink away the tears. "Are we through?!" I yell. "Yes, I'm so disappointed in you." He says and walks away. I start to feel lightheaded. "Kol.." I say and he looks at me like I'm a dissapontment and walks away, closing the door. I feel sick and dizzy and everything is dark.

I wake on a bed. I blink my eyes a few times before opening them fully. I look around to see Marcel pacing back and forth as well as Damon. "Where am I?" I ask, remembering what happened. Klaus and Kol rejected me and I'm officially alone. "I'm glad your okay." Damon smiles. "Your in my bedroom." Marcel says. I sigh.

"Why'd I pass out?" I ask. "Well, you were under a lot of stress and.." Damon pauses. "And?!" I yell. "Your very weak now and need to rest." He says and vampire speeds out and so does Marcel. Something is up. But what? I'll ask later. So, what now? No one likes me anymore. I should just go back to sleep. I make myself go to bed. I hope I'll figure out what's going on tomorrow...

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I have decided that this book will be over soon. It's hard writing with writer's block for this book. I don't think there will be a sequel.
Don't worry there will be a happy ending..