Chapter Ten xx
Rosie's POV
"Can I at least think about it before I come back to you?"
"Rosie I've been wanting to say this for the longest time. I've liked you for so long. My feelings for you are unconditional. I want to lay down beside you when you're reading, on your phone or when we're watching a movie. I want to be there when you're sad, when you're happy anytime you need me I'm there. I want to be with you forever, but if we break up which I'm never going to let it happen. I'm still going to care about you. I'll love you forever Rose Anderson, now and forever.
I'm speechless on what Hayes just said to me. What do I say. I'm not even ready for a relationship still. I like Hayes and I don't like Hayes. He's my brother I cant do that. What's going to happen to our relationship? It's going to get ruined. Although I feel very bad that I'm going to say no his offer. I hope he thinks about this and doesn't ruin our relationship we developed.
"well babygirl?"
"No Hayes, I'm sorry"
"Well can I at least know why?"
"Hayes we having the most amazing relationship. I love us, I love being together. Laughing, talking, gossip. We sound like two teenage girls. Although I see you as a big brother. You care about me, overprotective. I don't need that I already have that with Justin. I'm not saying I don't like it. I'm saying that I'm not ready for a relationship any time soon. I don't want things happening again. So please I love you so very much but not now"
"so no?"
"Yes Hayes, no sorry I will not be your girlfriend"
Hayes' POV
I'm fucking heart broken are you kidding me. I poured out my everything to her and all she gives me is a fucking no? I'm so mad right now I don't even want to talk to her. This drive home is going to be the worst one yet.
"Nash we're going home"
"Huh? Why?"
"Ill tell you later lets go"
"okay fine"
We got our stuff, packed the car and drove off. This was so awkward Rosie was on her phone reading on this app called Wattpad. I think you read fan fictions or just random books teenagers write.
It was a long way home it actually took about one hour and a half. All I could think about was Rosie she was sleeping on the other side of the car. She looked so clam and relaxing but that didn't stop me. I was still mad at her. It sounds really dumb for being mad at this certain thing but I didn't care.
We finally arrived home and she went straight home. I guess she didn't want to talk. School started in less than a week. We were going into grade 10. I didn't take home schooling yet because we haven't been doing tour stuff yet.
Rosie's POV
School is tomorrow and I've done nothing all week. I missed a concert on Wednesday that me and Hayes were supposed to go to. But it didn't happen I don't get it. Is he still mad at me saying no? I didn't want it to end up like this. We were supposed to go to "The Weekend" concert. The one we've been wanting to go to for a really long time. I've always wanted to go see him but I guess I have to wait till next year again. All week I've been watching Netflix and looking at YouTube videos. I even looked at Hayes' YouTube videos. God I miss him so much but I cant do this.
