"...Rin.."
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Was he really what you wanted...how can you fall for the enemy so quickly..is he really even the enemy...does he know what you're hiding...ruining life before you even live one sounds like you. Sounds like you found the thing that you need..evil..not good, not graceful but...bad, sickening, lucid, villainous personality...Rin, Satan,...the new king of the underworld...the real king...of Gehenna.
This whole time...avoiding...but he wanted you...
He was insane at times, but you knew you loved him either way... this beach trip was gonna be different...
time skip(to beach home)
"...I can't take this any more...Rin..where are you?"
"You cant find me...haha...keep trying sweet."
You began to search everywhere of the house: kitchen, bathroom, and even the closets of most of the rooms until you found him in the master bedroom under the California King bed. Not finding him until he reached from under and pulled you down and tackled you. He started kissing your neck and biting until hearing you moan his name....
"Hmm....name.....you taste nice."
"So I've been told.." You said getting up and moving to the bedroom entrance.
"Rin..I'm going to take a walk okay?"
"Um...but I--"
"Thanks bye...."
You began to head out the front door...you walked endlessly. The water sounded peaceful. The air was crisp and clear. The subtle breeze every now and then grazed your mind and inner thoughts.
Damnit name...why am I doing this to myself...am I stupid...maybe crazy...maybe...i don't know, but I have realized that...Rin is different...I wonder why. Maybe I should ask him everything before I forget to show I am still the one who's his enemy......who the hell am I kidding I can't do that...he loves me right?...maybe I just love him?..
You kept walking until you came across the edge of the beach and that's when you figured you better start heading back. The walk back to the beach house was calming...somewhat more peaceful than when you started. The sun began to set reminding you of the twilight you and Rin used to see on the roof of the dorms before the faithful day he was labeled evil and you were on the run....stuck in your thoughts you failed to realize that you made it to the house already and began to walk the stairs, then it came to your attention that it was pure silence coming from inside. Before,your thoughts helped you ignore this but the silence made it hard to understand...why was it so loud? Silence made it hard to keep pondering how good or bad you and Rin together really was. It was a pure distraction from everything...and you didn't know exactly what was happening any more...
...white silence...white of pure clouds...silence of those who mute themselves and you were directly in it...unallowed to question...just explore..until...
"Hey! What the hell name! Hello can you hear me!!!" Rin said panicked.
You woke from how you were consumed from thought..."yes...I'm okay..what's happened?"
"You fell when you made it to the first flight of stairs landing."
"I'm okay," you said getting up and making your way toward the next flight leaving him behind. You kept going despite how you lied about being okay. The experience was terrible. You never felt like that a day in your life but how bad could ignoring that be? All you needed was a shower... Maybe that'll clear up your mind and fix how broken you felt out of nowhere.
