Drugged || Phan

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A/N: Okay let's do this shit

Dan's POV

I'll tell you a secret. I'm not sure I'm really living. It seems like everyday I walk through the world without anybody noticing me. My parents don't even know when I'm home or when I'm not. I only get noticed when my dad is beating on me for being such a failure. I have no friends at my new high school. I seem to be a ghost. I can barely feel anything, emotions, pain, love.

It was the second week of school when the bullies came. I knew they would find me sometime sooner or later. I was hoping later and this was it. The "leader" of the pack name was Chad. Typical type of bully, captain of the football team, about 6'4" and everybody fawns over him. I could already predict what he was going to say.
"Hey look fresh meat!" he yelled at his "friends". I laughed and threw my backpack to the side. I'd rather not crush my homework.
"I'm a junior you idiot." I said getting into fighting stance even though I wasn't going to fight back. I was to weak and I honestly didn't care if I get hurt. I enjoyed a little pain every once and a while.
"Ooo and he talks back. Well I think he needs to learn the basics of our school right?!" He walked around in a circle as his group cheered him on. I rolled my eyes and he swung at me. I ducked and stepped to the side.
"You're going to have to try harder I think." I said smugly. He came in for a right hook and I didn't move in time. It collided with my jaw and whipped my head to the side. I felt myself bite my lip and tasted metallic blood. I spat at him and he sneered. He pulled his fist back and struck my nose and pushed me up against the lockers. I coughed and got blood all over him. He knocked my feet out from under me and proceeded to let his group come up and kick my ribs. I wrapped my arms around my head and relaxed until they gave up.

The last bell of the day rang and I picked myself up off the ground. I found my backpack and it was untouched thankfully. I headed off to go to the park about a block from here. I found it on the second day of school when I ditched just to explore the area. My family moved us here for a "fresh start" but so far it's just caused more problems. I liked the area, but not the people. I missed my old school where I actually had someone who cared about me. But that's in the past now and who can change the past? I wish I could go back.

I made it to the park with out running into anyone from school. I found my spot where I normally hang out and started on my homework. I was somewhat smart you could say. I got all A's but I wasn't in any honors classes. I spent most of my time writing instead of studying. Or listening to music, reading, or other things that could be considered illegal.