Endlessly

Endlessly-Chapter 37.Not a Decision...

(Some of Logan Cars...)

~Hay's P.O.V.~

'' Baby I swear nothing happened, this bitch took my phone!.'' Logan said I rolled my eyes laying back on my bed,'' she must got a reason for what she said....''I trailed off thinking about what she said, ew.

'' Babydoll I won't ever cheat on you, I promised. '' he said softly, '' I love you.'' he told me I mentally replied, but let this be a secret for now. he won't go away easily with that. '' I swear no one can turn me on the way you do, just only you! even if I just look at you baby-'' I cut him off with a small giggle, '' so she haven't gave you THAT thing...?'' I asked him once more seriously, he stayed in silence for a few seconds. '' uggh Logan.'' I sighed knowing she did... '' But it was before, I did a mistake baby don't be mad at me. she means nothing.'' He told me, I though for a moment if he's telling the truth, then the girl is probably the one that wants to come between us, Jealousy... Hm what a wicked girl. I'd rather not use swear words But it'll suit her. 

'' Please babydoll, Trust me. '' He said and by his voice I knew he is honest. '' Okay...'' I said to him slowly, '' Really?'' He asked  I swear I could see his smile front of me. '' Really.''I Reassured him. '' I love you so much Babydoll.'' He said to me I smiled, although he can't see me, his words always can make me smile. '' I love you too.''

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After me and Logan had put the phone down, It was pretty much about 2o'clock.

I couldn't sleep for some reason, my mind keeps spinning. I Just lay in my bed staring at the ceiling, what a good sight.

What will happen tomorrow? How will the dinner go? What my dad's reaction will be? Will my mom still make me to leave California and go work in Miami, For Dior. There's this distance will drive me mad, We obviously could see each other but still there's a 6 hour long flight, too far away from my bad boy, I won't like it.

I Needed Logan so much, Every time there's something up, He always can take my mind of it. His voice is so calming and charming, He's looks are more than handsome, His presence is the best ever thing, I love him so much that is dangerous.

I Walked out of my room to the kitchen getting a drink, As I got to the kitchen I saw My Mom Working on a new D&G costume, it looked gorgeous. As she saw me in the kitchen She smiled warmly at me,"Oh Sweetie, Can't sleep?" She asked, measuring the sleeves on the top, Those plastic dolls with a human shape we call it plastic diva, Cassey Named it. They scary... But useful.

"Yeah..." I mumbled, Mom chuckled, "Heard you fall out with the lover boy." She said, What?." How...?" I asked her curious how she knows this?."Oh Honey these walls are rubbish." She chuckled still fixing little things on that thing..."Oh," I said in realization She's right. "So I also heard you maked up quickly." She smirked I smiled. ''You got such a good hearing." I told her. " I know Hun." She chuckled, " oh and I Love it when you and Darc Talking Spanish, but please don't use it to make fun of peoples." She smiled shaking her head, " By the way who is Mr. Clown." She asked in curiosity. Oh shit, If I'd tell the truth. " oh... It was.. Just the pizza guy." I lied " Oh." She said ripping the loose sleeves of the costume it actually made it look more better, I smirked she always finds a better way, even if something's perfect she can make it much more amazing. "And, we're... done." She smiled looking at the dress. "Classy." I said," just Classy?" she pouted playfully, " Hey classy is perfect." I told her." Hm true." She giggled.

" Oh Sweetie I'd l like to talk with you." My mom said motioning for me to sit down, I took a sip oh my watermelon Fanta, then went over to the coach then sat down, she looked at me with her 'serious' Eyes. I Gulped trying to figure out what I've did. " Honey I want you to be honest with me." She sighed I nodded, "You don't want to work at Dior?" She asked tilting her head to one side," No, it's not that Mom, I'd love to. But-But I don't wanna leave..." I told her truthfully, " I won't mind working there, You know I love it." I said she nodded smiling a little. " But there's Logan, I couldn't just leave him, I can hardly bare a day without him..." I said to her deep in thoughts of my sweet Logan. 

'' Oh My God, My baby girl  is in love.'' She cheered quietly not to wake up the others. I giggled, ''This sounds True.'' She smiled Squeezing my hand. 

For a moment she looked nostalgic with a bright smile on her face, Her hazel gold eyes were glowed.'' I remember when me and Your dad was young, When we first met, The first years we spent, It's just only got better by the time.'' She smiled warmly, It make me smile the way she talks about it's really cute.'' And when My Jay And you came, We knew we couldn't wish for a happier life, But then we was wrong, Cause Cartel and Cassey make it even more beautiful.'' She said.''If this Logan Guy won't treat my babygirl right, I'm not afraid to get into illegal terms.'' She said I looked at her confused but laughed.''Mom, I'm sure he will treat me right.'' I giggled. She smiled. 

''better do.'' She giggled. ''However sweetheart, I don't want you to ignore your education, It's really important, And you, Honey got great offers already, You don't have to learn random things like geography history Maths and other confusing subjects.'' She sighed. '' You can straight start your career,  It's a great chance for you Hay's, It's very rare to get as many offers as you get, even for someone who's in the modelling profession like ages ago.'' She smiled. ''You don't know how proud I am, You're special Sweetheart.'' She said I smiled at her...'' No wonder, You're My daughter!'' She chuckled. '' I want you to experience all the amazing things in life, I also want you to go to university, get a diploma.'' She continued and continued, I knew that I had opportunities, the thing is that I just only thinking of one... Which isn't going to make me success or be famous or get a diploma, It's all just complicated.

'' I want you to at least try and accept this opportunity during the summer, In such a little time you can learn whole lot of things!, I want the best for you Sweetheart.'' She said looking into my eye. I knew I had no chance now... That little hoe that I don't need to leave, Is now gone.

'' I know Miami is quite far, But If you get this experience you'll know everything you need.'' She told me I just looked down at my hands I don't want experience, I don't want to know everything.'' How long would it be?'' I asked her since school starts in a month I guess...'' A couple of months sweetheart, Your school is starting a little late this year they making it bigger.'' She said I was shocked for a minute. '' Months?'' I asked her not believing what I heard. She nodded. '' You will love it Honey I promise!, You're leaving in 2 weeks.'' Oh fuck. 

I feel like my head spinning, How will I make this? How will I bare all this time without Logan? If he'll know this he will wants to break up with me? couple of months? Leaving in two weeks, All these questions/sentences running through my mind repeatedly.  I only spent 1 month with Logan I don't want to leave already I felt In Love with him like no others, This feeling is something that I can't just throw away. I don't know What I'm gonna do like this. This point is basic unbearable.