chapter 23-trouble

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  The next day

Sidney´s POV

i woke up and looked around to find myself in my own bed. I remembered what happened. Sophie..she tried to kill me..I sat up and i felt my head spin. 

''you´re up'' i heard Harold say as he walked inside the room and handed me a glass of water. I toke it and drank it. 

''do you remember what happened?'' he asked me. I nodded my head.

''do you remember who saved you?'' he added.

''Zayn?'' i asked out and he nodded. His face dropped tho. 

Just to be true, i woke up like few hours ago but i didnt move, didnt open my eyes, i just thought. About everything. The fact that i have been cheating on Zayn with Harold for the past few months. And i never really thought about how Zayn might feel. I bearly spent time with him.Even when i pretented to be sick, i told him to go and have fun not sit with me, just so i could go out and almost sleep with Harold.I realized that i was a horrible person. and i need to change that. I need to change everything. and the first thing i need to change is..my feelings for Harold.

''Harry..'' i mumbled and looked up. Our eyes meeting.

''i cant keep going on like this. I love Zayn'' i said and looked down at my hands.

''i know''  he said and i looked up again.

''and,just so you know, im leaving'' Harold said.

Leaving?

''where?''

''i wont tell. You´re sired to me. If i tell you, you will come after me,maybe not today or tomorrow,maybe not next week or the next 500 years, but one day you will. and i dont want you to'' he said looking into my eyes. 

I blinked at him. 

''but you cant leave. what about your band? your...fans''' i said and he shrugged. 

''they will understand'' he said and got up, i grabbed his hand. A part of me didnt want to let go..

''Harry you cant'' i said as i felt tears slowly comming up.

''I can.'' he said and looked into my eyes once more.

''you. need.to.let.go.of.me'' he said slowly while looking deep inside my eyes. He pulled his hand out of mine and turned around. I tried to get up but i couldnt. It was like something was holding me down.

''forget about me..please'' he said before kissing me cheek and slowly walking away. I was left inside my room.

I listened to his footsteps.

Stepping down the strairs.

Step by step.

He stopped.

My heart started to race. 

i needed him. 

''please dont...'' i mumbled to myself. 

I heard the front door open. 

''im sorry'' he mumbled slowly to himself and closed the door. 

Did he just leave me? I wanted to get up and run after him,but i wasnt able to get up. I felt tears slowly fall down my face. 

Once i felt like i could walk, i  got up and walked downstairs and over to the fireplace. I waiped my eyes and lighted up the fireplace. I sat down and watched the fire burn slowly. starting just from a little spark. 

just like my feelings for him. for the boy i use to hate, for the boy i use to want to kill. 

How could i let myself fall for him? 

spark after spark the fire became bigger and brighter. 

thats how love starts. you dont like the person at first, but once you find something inside him..that makes you like him just for a little bit. It will grow. It will become bigger. and you wont even notice when you will know for sure, that you love this person.

And once that person walks out,its going to hurt. hurt horribly.

I couldnt help my feelings anymore, i broke down crying. soobing my eyes out. This wasnt because i was sired to him, this was real. my feelings where real. i didnt need anyone else, not Zayn, no one. Just Harold.

I heard the door open and someone walkign inside. I looked up and saw Rose...

''Rose?'' i asked out slowly. She smiled at me and shook her head. I couldnt believe im seeing her. Rose was one of the best friends i use to have, but she got killed. And it all happened the night i was turned. 

''Cant believe you feel for him'' she said and walked over to me.

''but..'' i started but she cutted me off.

''his trouble'' she said, walking around me.

''but i love him--''

''it doesnt matter anymore. Get ready for this. Because whatever is comming over right now...i just hope you will know how to save yourself..and your closest friends.''

''what do you mean?'' i asked and she was gone. I got up, looking around.

''Rose?!'' i yelled out, but i didnt get any answer. 

What did she mean? who is comming over!? thats when the door bell rang, i turned my head over to the door and listened. it went off again. i sighed and walked over to the door, opening it.

''Niall?'' i asked out and he smiled.

''hey'' he said and eyed me up and down, ''are you alright?'' he asked and i faked a smile.

''yeah, i was just watching titanic..'' i said and he chuckled.

''yeah, it is one sad movie'' he said and i nodded. 

''yeah it is...so..why are you here?''

''i was just wondering...maybe you want to ...amm...go and get a drink?'' he said all nervous.

''i...'' i started to say...should i go?... i mean...he is one of my friends.a good friend to be true...

''sure...do i need to change?'' i asked and looked down at my cloths, nothing fancy, last nights top and jeans...

''naah, you will be just fine like this '' he said and chuckled. i smiled and stepped out, closing the door behind me. 

''lets go?'' i asked and he nodded taking my hand in his and leading me to his car.

 i dont know why, but i had this weird feeling inside of me...like...something will happen..but what...

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