Vampire Diaries-One Direction

update(29.09.2012)

So useally i dotn do this kind of things, but i just wanted to let you all know why i havent been updating for a week...or maybe more...how ever i think its been only a week.

anyways, as some of you know, im still in highschool and its not hard for me or anything, but i have so many things to do after school that, when i get home i just want to sleep.

So i wont update this week anything, why? heres the reasons:

Monday

no school, but we have a class trip from 8 am till 11 pm. i will be out of the city all day so i wont be able to update 

Tuesday

i have school, 8:30 am till 3 pm. after school i have acting/art class, whatever you want to call it. i will be home only around 7 pm, and then i have homework to do, which sucks bladly.

Wednesday

the same, school from 8:30 untill 2:20 pm. After that,at 2:30 i have singing lessons for ucomming concert. im home around 5 or 6 pm, and homework after that.

Thursday

no school for me. But i need to go to my other house, which is in the country side, to get some stuff. then when i will get back , i need to re-do my room, i want to move the stuff around ,cause i got bored of how my room looks.

Friday

the big day! school at 8:30 untill 10 am. and then i have reharsels untill 1pm for the concert. or maybe untill 12 am...im not sure at what time they even start. So after concert, i got home and sleep like i have never slept before.

and then there is the weekend. 

Homeworkd and i will start to work on the chapters.

there, now you know what i will have to do for the next week.

and omg i had a test in physics, and well  i didnt really understand a thing from it, cause our new teacher cant explain good inaff for me. So when i finished writing the test i was like ''im dead'' so my friend, going to change him name to.... lets say Jake. he hugged me and was like ''dotn worry, you wont fail'' so now, yesterday i got the mark sent to my phone, and i got an B. dear god i felt so happy! ahhh.

and omg i think im falling for the guy, Jake, as i chanegd his name. But its so annoying cause he is such a sweet and nice guy, that every girl at school just falls for him. And im scared to tell my friends about it. But ah, his so sweet. 

He sits infront of me in English and physics and ah, every time he turns around to talk to me i just die inside. 

and omg , i love my english teacher, whenever we have to work in group (2 people) shes like '' Sidney and Jake,  together ;)'' gah.  She has seen us hug and we both tal kto each other alot, so i think she knows i have a thing for him...which is really awkward..xD

and omg! sorry that im telling you about my love life..if you can even call it like that, but i just got to tell about this too!

so i was sick for a week and when i got back to school we had gym outside, and it was really foogy and cold, and i was in jeans and a thank top. So beeing me really smart (not really) i didnt bring any jacket or even umbarrela with me, so anywys. me and Beth( my friend) are sitting outside,watching the class run laps, it starts to rain slowly.  and just to tell you, i was already freezing cold when it didnt rain, so when it started to rain i was freezing.

 So Jake ran up to as and toke off his jacket and he gave it to me, so Beth beeing Beth, she knew i was freezing so i toke Jakes jacket and wore it. Now lets say it like this, Jake is really tall guy, and his jacket...was waaaayyy to big for me, but it smelled like him ;)

hah , so when the gym ended, it was still raining and when me and Beth were walking back to the school front to get inside, Jake ran upto me and hugged me from behind.  and he walked next to me and Beth was on the other side of me and we walked inside the school.

dear god i have butterflies inside my stomach! and one more thing, he goes to singing lessons too. TURN ON!

ah, i just cant. And if someone will tell me ''oh just tell him how you feel about him'' not haening. NO! not in this lifetime. im to scared to say that. 

when ever we both look into each others eyes.. i get lost and i cant find the words to say. So i dont want to make myself look like a fool infront of him saying how i feel about him. It would be just to much,

btw im reading 50 shades of grey and so is Beth ,and we both were just sitting in chemistry and reading it XD 

some guys asked us what was the book about, so i told them that its pretty much Rated R, and they where like 

''oh you noughty girls'' XD

omg it was so funny XD

anyways...i could like ake a new book and write about everthing that happens between me and Jake...should i do that? 

so yeah , see you all later x

Mr.Grey : ''laters,baby ;)'' GAAAHHHHHH, dying here!