Chapter one - getting over guilt

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It was late. The wind was starting to pick up as the small droplets of rain began to fall on the moving impala, as it sped down the highway way over the speed limit. Inside Dean Winchester had ACDC blasting from the stereo, while he patted his hands against the steering wheel and nodded his head to the beat, singing every now and again. While his younger brother Sam, being used to the amount of noise dean made by now, was sat beside him in the passenger seat, leaning on his arm head resting against the window as he slept.

[Dream:-
He sees himself standing there. But his eyes they were not his eyes..they were black...black! He grips tightly to a blood stained knife while smirking into the darkness. "You did good Sammy, now all you need to do, is say yes" the familiar voice of ruby says. Suddenly a scream echoes through the darkness. Just as soon as it starts it is silent again. And Sam is all alone. This time his eyes were not black...they were normal again. Still only Sam is able to be seen until Lucifer steps out from the shadows "say yes sam" he says "follow the path of Destiny...join me in the end of the world" ]

Sam eyes shoot open and he jolts forward. Dean instantly turns his head to see a shaky Sam trying to control his breathing while sweat drips from his head. "Sammy...you Okay?" Dean asks lowering the stereo. Sam continues to look at the road ahead, still trying to regain his normal breathing before finally looking over to his brother and nodding "y..yea...I'm fine...just a nightmare"
Dean furrows his brow a concerned expression plastered on his face as he looks back out toward the road "you've had Alot of these nightmares lately Sam...I still don't understand why you won't talk to me about them" the concern in dean's voice was clear as he spoke. Sam sighed and turned his head to look out of the window"it's no big deal"
Dean scoffed "no big deal? Sam look at you!" He raised his voice slightly. He bites his lip and shakes his head a little mentally cursing himself for shouting. "look Sammy I just.. I worry about you okay. I mean..come on man it's been what...Months since you did..well you know..and still your having these dreams. Dude look i know you feel guilty, I do I understand but ya gotta stop letting it get you like this"

Sam didn't say anything, just kept staring out the window. Dean didn't have to do this...he didn't have to stay with him...not after what he had done. Sam knew what he as , he had accepted that a long time ago, he knew he was no better than the things they hunted, a cold blooded monster. Dean however , dean didn't see him that way, and that's what scared Sam the most, the trust dean had in him still, after everything. He had brought on the freakin apocalypse...let Lucifer free...who else would forgive someone for something like that!? Dean knew what he was capable of but stI'll he stayed and he was scared, scared that one day he would mess up so bad that dean would leave, that he would realise he was past saving and just go...or worse..

Dean pulled up outside Bobbys place. The rain had died down a little now, but not completely. Sam and dean clambered out of the car, but before any of them could even think about making their way over to the door a huge white flash shone out from Bobbys living room window causing both the boys to turn away and hide their faces. Dean was the first to look up once the light had gone and he raced to the door. Bringing up a foot, he swung it straight at the door at full force, kicking it down causing a loud bang. "BOBBY?!" He shouted aprinting into the living room, Sam following quickly behind. Bobby looked up at the two boys standing in front of him. Grabbing onto the couch beside him he attempted to pull himself up. Dean and Sam were both quick to run over to the old man grabbing a arm each and helping him to his feet. "Bobby what the hell just happened?" Sam asked.
Castiel entered the room unnoticed at first until "I can explain that" he said looking over at them his face all bloody and bruised. "Cas?" Dean asked softly looking behind him toward the Angel. "Well I gotta say... you looking like crap. What the hell is going on?!" Cas kept his gaze plain as he looked at dean "angels dean" his voice low.
Dean rolled his eyes "I thought I told those winged dicks I.." cas shook his head interrupting dean "it is not you they seek dean...they want sam"

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