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Tones
did you ask mystery lover to the dance yet ?
1:00 am
Steven
You know they aren't my lover tones. They're just a crush and besides they don't like me back , I'm just a sick little boy.
-1:15 am
Tones
Steven You and I both know that's crap. Just ask them already I'm sure they'll say yes. You are more than a sick little boy and besides, if you give me the puppy dog eyes they won't be able to resist......now can't you just tell me who they are.
-1:20 am
Steven
No. I can't sorry .....you know them so I can't.
-1:22 am
Tones
I won't tell.
-1:30 am
Steven
Don't care.
-1:32 am
Tones
Is it Natalia? Carol ? Jeremy? Chris ? Orr Tom ?
-1:35 am
Steven
None of them actually.
-1:36 am
Tones
Just tell me.
-1:40 am
Steven
No.
-1:44 am
Tones
How can I help you if I don't know who it is.
-1:49 am
Steven
I don't want or need your help Anthony 😠
-1:54 am
Tones
Ouch , that actually hurt Steven 😪
-1:56 am
Steven
💬
-1:59 am
Tones
Okay fine. Goodnight Stevie ,see Ya tomorrow.
-2:00 am

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T. Genius💡📓
You tell me everything . This secret is killing me, why won't you tell.
-read 3:00 am

C- S.R 🇺🇸🇺🇸 is typing.........

No , now stop asking.
-read 3:04 am

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Steve sighed loudly as he rolled over , for the millionth time that night , and stared at the bright red numbers on his digital clock. He still had a few hours left to sleep but he felt he couldn't fall asleep , maybe it was the weight of this secret , or the fact that his phone kept buzzing every two minutes, either way he couldn't sleep. Slowly getting up he walked into the bathroom and opened the rather large cabinet to be met by the familiar sight of sleeping pills. He was never found of using them , though he wasn't opposed either , so he only used them when he absolutely had to and tonight was one of those nights. As the shut he looked into the eyes of the familiar nerdy , lanky , and I'll teen the ,ill part being most right as he was sick often. A small whimper left his mouth as he swallowed the pills dry and walked back to his small bedroom. Steve found himself still being without sleep , so after consideration he dragged himself out of bed and scrambled to his brothers bedroom and crawled under the warm comforting blankets , he inhaled his brothers scent and felt himself begin to let out choked sobs. His brother had only been gone for four weeks now and his wound was still fresh, not yet ready to heal , and he knew he probably never would be able to heal, James meant the world to him.

The next time Steve awoke was to the sound of his alarm going off from his bedroom. He groaned and rolled over, only for his face to meet the ground, he grumbled something before standing to his feet and rubbing his face. He Walked briskly back to his room to shut off the alarm and get dressed, he was running a bit late and Tony would be here to pick him up any minute now , so he had to hurry up and avoid his usual sluggish ways. As he looked in the mirror and put on his glasses he sighed for what he saw he did not like. He had always hated the way he looked for what his brother called idiotic reasons; Steve called them reasonable. Steve hated himself because to start off with he was cursed with a baby face , and lived his life looking like a toddler, but not only that .....he was weak and sickly like , he had no muscle to him at all and his farm was thin and fragile. His hair was one of the other things he hated, because no matter how hard he tried to style it would just fall flat and would stay matted against his head, and well he eventually learned to just give up already, he would never compare to anybody else ,somewhere along the line he learned to live with that.