Kai's POV: How can someone like me ever love someone? I'm a serial killer. I kill the ones who I'm supposed to care about. I killed my own siblings.
Everyday I wake up I get this warm feeling in my chest and an ache in the pit of my stomach, I believe it's love. I hate this feeling but I'm in love with the feeling of it. But what is love? To me, love's that moment when you don't feel pain, the pain goes away and in that moment when your eyes meet with that certain someone, you lose yourself in there eyes and there soul. Everything about them is real and it's scary at first. But in that moment you feel infinity. It's in that state of mind where you see the world as a beautiful place, a place where love can be felt and no one can get hurt. I will remember that moment for the rest of my life. It all started with a girl, and her name was Bonnie Bennett.
Ever since she entered this hell I fell for her, real fast. You would of thought I would or even could change for her. But no. I'm in love with the way I think. I think of death and murder and blood and guts. But I also think of Bonnie. She doesn't want this. She doesn't want to love me, at first she didn't. But the fact that she does now makes me want to quit my bad habits and move on with the life I would have with her. A life without death and murder and blood and guts. A life with love and lust and happiness. Everyone wants that life. But not everyone goes on the right path to choose it.
This world we're stuck in is plain. It has no feeling behind it. There's nothing here for any of us. It's just a bunch of complaining from Damon Salvatore and Bonnie Bennett who tries her hardest to find the spell and then there's me. The phsyco who killed his own family. While Damon is complaining, me and Bonnie try to find the missing parts to the Ascendent while Damon drinks all the booze that's left in this Prison World. While Damon's getting drunk off his ass me and Bonnie go into the middle of nowhere in the woods to find the stupid parts.
I looked at her with a smile, practically staring, without even realizing it. "What!" She said aggressively. "I-I..." "Just shut up and look for the last piece to the Ascendent!" We looked and digged around everwhere. Nothing. I started to get upset. I threw the shovel down and started ranting, "Why does Damon get to relax and have all the liquor he wants while we're stuck out here? It is so unfair. This is worthless and aggravating." "Life's not fair, Kai." She said my name... While I was fangirling in my head, I heard Bonnie scream. I shook myself out of it. I looked over at her. And that's when I saw him. My younger brother, Karson. He strangled her with all his body strength. I was too much in shock to process what was going on. I heard someone running through the woods. It was Damon. He stabbed Karson with a knife and then he had vanished into thin air. Damon grabbed Bonnie and held her close to him. When I began to process things the #1 emotion I felt right there was hatred. Why was he the one that got to have her in his arms? That should be me. I hate Damon Salvatore, I want him dead.
