Bonnie's POV: I cannot believe Kai just stood there. He just stood there and watched. That proves a lot. He doesn't care about anyone. And it will always be that way. He doesn't know what caring is.
Damon saved me. Now I know who to trust in this hell. Damon and me never really liked each other at first until we the prison world issue. We got to know each other. He's a good guy now. I care about him and he cares about me. Kai on the other hand, all he cares about is himself.
I think to myself what happens next? it scares me not knowing what is going to happen in the next hour.
I miss my life in mystic falls. I miss the way things were. I miss the people there. all my friends think me and Damon are dead. I just hope we can get ourselves out soon. I don't even care if Kai stays here, he belongs here. All alone. That's what he deserves for killing his siblings. I thought he would of changed by now. Guess not.
Yes, Kai is attractive but it doesn't matter because he sucks in general. I hate him. How could I even say that about him. He's horrible. If anything I should think that way of Damon but I don't. Plus he's my best friend's boyfriend. And that would be weird if I thought of him that way. And I don't.
I miss Elena and Caroline. If they were here they'd think Kai was a jerk too. He's a nobody. He doesn't deserve to be happy. But now that I think of it. Do I? I've done things I regret too. But does Kai regret his wrongs. I know I do. I don't know what to think.
As I sit here, taking this all in, in the Salvatore's mansion I can't stop thinking of him. Strangely I thought of him here. Kai. But then another part of me tells him to go away.
Damon walks in holding a water bottle in one hand and a bottle of liquor in the other. "Which one Bon Bon?" I laugh. "The water please." I tell him. He looks at me like I'm crazy and says, "okay if you say so. But ew gross!" I laugh again. Then I hear footsteps coming from the stairs. I stand up quickly, "what are you doing here Kai?" He looks at me and then turns to Damon, "Damon said i could stay here until we get out of here." I look at Damon with my wtf face. "Damon can I talk to you for a sec. In private!" I scream. As I drag Damon to the kitchen, I hear a knock on the back door. "What now!?" I tried to whisper. Damon walks over to the door first and then Kai comes running in the room. "Who's that?" He says very loudly as I shush him. Damon moves the curtain away. No one was there. I walk next to him. He opens the door and nearly steps on the thing. Was it really it? The ascendant. All in one piece.
Damon looks at me, "we're going home Bon Bon." I smile and hug him. Kai looks at Damon with an evil desperate look. I turn to look at Kai but he was already gone. I felt bad so I told Damon I was going to go find him. And so I walked outside and saw him sitting on the porch steps with a knife in his right hand. He lifted it to his throat. And in that exact second I couldn't help myself so I ran over to him and threw the knife to the ground and I put my arms around his neck and kissed him. When I pulled away he whispered, "why did you do that?" I opened my eyes and looked at him and said, "because I like you. And I know you've done bad things. But so have I. And it's okay I just need to know one thing." He looked at me with wonder, "what is it Bonnie? Tell me." "Do you regret it?" I said. "Killing your siblings." He looked away for a minute and said, "with all my heart..." I could tell he was hurt, it made me hurt. I was confused with my feelings for him. But now I know what I feel. Love.
