Sex Buddies

Chapter 10

Mishea's P.O.V.

 I went to talk to my mom. It was slightly awkward so far. I really don't know where to begin. I love my mother but for her, dad, and Aaron to hold secrets from me is just too much. Anything that's happened I've told them. Aaron was my best friend ,aside from Matthew. Aaron wasn't the normal older brother he didn't pick on me. He was there for me, we got along. Everything was fine then one day he just up and left. Never told me why haven't heard from him. Nothing , not a thing. Not a phone call or letter. 

 "So what else are you guys hiding from me? What else don't I know? OH AND BY THE WAY I ALMOST DIED." I said it all in a frustrated tone. I'm sick of all it.  

 "Mishea calm down. Its not as bad as it all seems. Its just-"

I cut her off right there. " Not as bad as it seems? Mother you can stop lying and just for once tell the fucking truth. I don't like lies i don't like being in the dark. Now i suggest you speak the truth before i leave and don't come back. And trust me i have enough money put away."

 "Mishea honey that's not necessary. I can't explain it all myself. Its not all of mines to tell. Your dad and brother have a part to explain as well. We all need to discuss this as a family. Please sweetie?" She's pleading her case well but I still want to break something.

"Fine," I spoke quickly. "But as far as I'm concerned this is not my family right now. And Matt stays." 

"Okay," you can see the sadness behind her eyes. I feel guilty but i refuse with every fiber in my being to show it. I become stoned face. I walk downstairs behind my mom. i trail behind as she walked into the living room. My eyes avoided their eyes. If i just so happen to look in, id see the pleading they wont say out loud.

 I feel someone standing next to me. I didn't need to look up to feel who it was. Matt pulled me on the love seat across from the others. Grabbing my hand he gives it a encouragingly. As soon as i sit i look up at my dad meeting his eyes with a strong glare.

"You all want me to listen let's start. Roger you should start off. But i doubt it will change my mind."my voice monotone. i give a sickly sweet smile at the end. 

I see the wheels in my father's head turning. He's trying to constructed the right thing to say. it wouldn't have hurt so much if i wasn't a daddy's girl. He left and never explained why. He came back all smiles and hugs like i didn't walk in the door to him just gone. His things disappeared without a trace, including the fact it came with no warning.

*Flashback*

Matt was talking about some girl in his homeroom class. I rolled my eyes, "You fall in love with every hot girl in your classes what's this ones name now?" I laughed.

Of course he kept going on and on about her as we walked home from school. I didn't pay attention to the fact dad's truck wasn't in the drive way. Lately all i hear is yelling from mom and dad fighting. I don't know what about. They fight over the smallest stuff.

I unlock the door. Matt right in tow nothing short of normal. I say hi to mom and kiss her cheek i go into the kitchen. If i had of paid attention to my mom expression. Her eyes were lifeless, she was quiet. I went to grab Matt and I a snack. I drank my water slowly.

"Mom what are we having for dinner and when will dad be back?" A simple everyday question that seem to have been a loaded gun. Little did i know her answer was going to change my whole world.

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Thank you all for reading. Im soooo sorry for being gone so long.

~Roziey