A Girl Named.....

A mystical FORTH of July

A year ago to day three people went missing from our grade and I have seen many things happen but they never returned. If you read this far be careful with what you have learned in the first chapter. It contains information about who I am and what I have seen. I fell in love with my boyfriend this time last year on the forth of July. I don't love him as much as I should I am falling for someone else and man his eyes drive me crazy and in. His Raven black eyes are closed in on me.

I have loved him for a log time but is my time finally come to be with him. I cant let my boyfriend of three years know am falling for someone else now can I. I remember the first time I saw him I mean James man he always had a way to draw me in. I love him and I know its true but i don't know what to do about my boyfriend right now. As the sun goes down this forth of July i am thinking of all the people who diapered last year.I don't love him as much as I should I am falling for someone else and man his eyes drive me crazy and in. His Raven black eyes are closed in on me.

I have loved him for a log time but is my time finally come to be with him. I cant let my boyfriend of three years know am falling for someone else now can I. I remember the first time I saw him I mean James man he always had a way to draw me in. I love him and I know its true but i don't know what to do about my boyfriend right now. As the sun goes down this forth of July i am thinking of all the people who diapered last year. I know where they are at this time and place but I cant tell anyone yet but I can tell. I know James knows that secret too because he was there with me when i found out. I missed him since he went to live with his grandparents a year and a month ago. My best friend died and he was great friends with her boyfriend but also I know he liked.

I was talking with James today at school and my boyfriend comes and starts yelling at me for no reason at all. I run out of the school and they don't try and stop me because one of the secretary saw what happened and waved them too let me out right away. I love it when that happens. I look behind me wail am running around the track and then I fall on to my knees in pain and I am crying harder now. I don't even think that was possible to do. James is running and then hes sees me on the football filed crying hard he comes and says they want to make sure I was OK and I just look at him and I shake my head no he comes down to my level and says whats going on with you too. Yesterday you guys seamed OK and now hes acting like you did something to hurt him when everyone sees him they cant take him seriously right now because that whole scene is around the school. I look at James and say this " you know something every since this past Forth of July hes been acting like he never wants me again. I just don't like it when he brings up Sally but now I see he loved her more then he loves me. Also I think I twisted my ankle and need to go to the hospital." He helps me up and I smile at that and he takes me to his car puts me in the front set and drives me to the hospital. When we get there they get me in right away and asked me what happened I go I was running and then I just fell because of all the pain all of a sudden.

The hospital get me out right away and says am lucky I didn't cause any more damage but it will heal in a few days also they say I should keep James with me every were I go and stay away from my boyfriend for awhile and I told them I can do that. I am loving how everyone is looking at me and James in all my classes and I get to help him understand what were working on and all his classes became mine. He is lucky as well because if it wasn't for me he would be far behind in his studies. James really needs to be with me twenty-four seven he never leaves me alone which I don't mind one bit. My parents let him sleep in my room but they brought out the cot and he sleeps at the end of my bed. He hasten been in my room since we were in middle school. All my old merriors play though my head on how he was always there for me when I needed him most of all. Hes my best friend and I love him more then that though and I know he knows it.

The next day am getting up or trying to he helps me and then that's when everything i ever wanted happened. We kissed long and slow and he warped his arms around me in circled me and man it felt good. Then he laid me gently down on my bed and got on top of me and just kissed me more and more deeply. We start on a whole new journey and I can tell how right this fells and he knows it as well. We always had a way of reading each other but my cloths and his are off in the matter of minutes and man this all happened at midnight on Thursday night my parents always leave for work really early and they never check on him and me. When they leave we go and take a shower together and man it fells so good to do that. I missed him so much and I could tell he missed me to. We head off to school and talk like usual but I also say hi to some of my friends. I know am smiling a lot right now but they don't ask because James still has to hold me by the waist and all of that so I don't put weight on my ankle. Wail in history class he puts his hand on my leg and I know what he thinking and I ask the teacher if I can be excused because I had to work on walking on my leg some and he comes with me to make sure I am safe.

My boyfriend comes to find me and hes yelling at me again and this time I understand he never loved me and hes just trying to make me look bad. Raymond says (aka my EX-boyfriend) " You never looked better then the day you fell and almost died!!!! You are not as nice as everyone thinks you are a fucken jerk!!!!" I am looking at him and say this " what the hell do you want from me we aren't together anymore remember Raymond you don't get this do you. I sat around acting like a grate girlfriend wail you went and cheated on me with my best friend who is now gone then you go do it again after the Forth of July and you never cared once so I picked up the pieces you were leaving behind for me to find so get the hell out of my way." James leads me away from him and everyone gets out of class in time to see Raymond crying and running away when he falls no one cares they just go back to class and he gets up and walks into his science class and they are all looking at him and one of his friends says " told you she would say that so give me my money and you never need another girlfriend till you understand you need to stay loyal to the one you have."

James wraps me up in his arms and says this to me " you stood up to him like a pro you are and you are lucky I am here to steer you away from him I could tell he was about to hit you. Also I have a question for you." Am smiling and say " go on ask it James." He gets closer to me and says this, " will you go out with me since you have been broken up with him for a month now." I look into his Raven black eyes and say," yes I will go out with you James."