For Those Suicidal Kids..

Just Some Thoughts...

Well I know this is a quote book but I really need to express myself... So here goes...

Hello I'm Madison Jasmeen Velasco. I'm 17 and I'm depressed.

The age I became depressed is 11.

I'm a very anti-social person. I hate being around others only because I feel like they're judging me every second. I have no friends because I push them away.

I'm a cutter and have experienced suicide and I'm suicidal.

My family isn't perfect and is say my whole family hates me.

The names I've been called are: Attention seeker, Bitch, whore, useless, stupid, a waste of space, a mistake, slut, and many other things.

I really hate my life, not because I'm trying to cause a scene but because I've got a tough life. I've been bullied and hated by my family. I've been mentally and physically abused and I'm mentally unstable.

I've had my heart broken many times by my first love.

I have my own personal demons that tell me that if I were to die everything would be better. They tell me that I should cut and not stop until I bleed out. I've had my demons tell me to take pills and over dose But I never so because I'm scared.

I only have 2 people who care for me and their names are; Stripes & Raven.

I'm slowly killing myself but would anyone save me?

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