I Am So Mad At Myself

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For Those Suicidal Kids

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I Am So Mad At Myself.
I feel like i hate myself instead of
Hating you
And I don't know if That's possible.
Because I convinced myself I was over you and now i know it was all pretend.
I pretended that I didn't look at you
When you didn't notice I was.
I pretended not to light up
When you entered a room.
I pretended not to beupset
When we got into a fight.
I pretended I didn't look forward
To seeing you everyday.
I pretended that I wasn't hurt
When you broke my heart.
I pretended I didn't miss you
When you didn't come around.
Now all these lies have showed me that
I miss you so much more than i had realized.

͠- ͠S͠υ͠ι͠c͠ι͠∂͠α͠ℓ ͠L͠σ͠ν͠є

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