Catch That Liar (PLL + Emison)

Upset

I hide under my covers, closing my eyes hoping just hoping that I’ll fall back asleep again and have that same perfect dream I had of Alison. As I lay underneath the covers hiding my face, I think of Ali--I always think about Alison, I never stopped thinking about her.

I sigh as I can’t simply doze off to dreamland, I wish I would. about twenty five minutes later I heard a slight knock on the door from downstairs. I hope its not the girls... I don't want them seeing me upset just because of a dream.

“Thank you Mrs. Fields” Hanna said. I keep hidden under my covers hoping Hanna will Assume I’m not home, but mom most likely told her I am home so theres no use of Hanna assuming I’m somewhere else.

“Emily?” Hanna says as she walks upstairs and into my room. I frown and keep quiet wishing and hoping Hanna will leave if she doesn't notice I’m under the blankets. “Em?” she sits at the foot of my bed. “you awake Emily?” I try to not make one sound or move, I just want to be alone right now. Hanna sighs “Em I know you're awake and if I have to I will rip the covers off”

My eyes are filled with wet tears that had been flowing down my face. Why can't she just leave me alone? like really...

“Go away” I finally spoke after ten minutes of silence from Hanna. “Uh.. what's da matter Em? you sorta sound...” Hanna cuts off. I clench my right fist together tightly and kick my covers off of me and stare right at Hanna almost as if i were glaring. “sound like what Hanna?! like what!” I said sounding angry and upset at the same time. “Emily...?” Hanna says almost in a worried voice. “Go away Hanna! I don't need you! I don't need anyone Blondie!” I snapped not really meaning it. “but Em...You need me... you need your friends...” Hanna speaks slowly.

“Please Hanna just go!” I yelled. Hanna sighs and gets up to leave but before she walks out of the door Hanna looks at me sadly worried. “Whatever is wrong you need to tell someone... But if you don't want me near then I guess I won't come over anymore Emily... Uh see you at school maybe..” Hanna says

I’m now crying, I pull my knees up close to my chest curling up. Why did Ali have to leave? Why?? I want Alison... no one else. I just want Ali even if its just as friends. I don't get it, didnt Ali care about me... about her friends? If Ali loves me like I really love her then why did she leave so soon? Why Ali you were so young to leave! What happened that night Ali? Who hurt you? 

"Why oh why Ali!" I cry out for her knowing she can't hear me. "Ali I need you! I love you! I don't care that your mean to me sometimes Alison! Please Please Please come back to me!! I'll do anything just to hear your voice.. your laugh.. Anything!!" I cry.