Catch That Liar (PLL + Emison)

Dream

“Ali I love you, always have always will” I whispered in Alisons ear cuddling close to her. “Love its a special gift isn't it?” Ali smiles kissing me with passion and love. her kiss is something I always wanted from her for the past? Well ever since I became her friend I always wanted this.

 We are both laying in bed together, in my room. Oh how I love this--Alison Dilaurentis in my room and in my bed. How is this even possible? I mean the first time I tried anything with her she snapped at me. I bite my lip, that was the past this is now.

 “What's with the lip biting Em?” Ali asks as she touches my lip with her finger almost like she's stroking it. I smile “I was thinking... if this really is real, uh you and me...” I bite my lip harder nervous of how Ali will reply to that or what she will do to me because who knows with Ali she could snap at any minute. “it's real sweetie, more real than you believe” Ali leans in and kisses me softly, I smile bright and I kiss her back wrapping my arms around her neck. “You know you're beautiful Emily” Ali says getting on top of me, I feel my cheeks burn up turning red and I giggle to try and cover up that i'm blushing. “Thats a lie Ali you're the most beautiful girl in Rosewood.” Ali smiles tucking my hair behind my ear and then kissing me soft.

 I'm so glad Alison feels the same--like I been feeling about her for so long, well ever since I fell in love with her. So happy that instead of practice like Ali said it was that day in the locker room, that this is the real thing-- me and her. I hope this will last for a very very long time, I love Alison Dilaurentis.

Wait?... Does Ali really love me back the same way I love her? Sure she kisses me and all but is her love for me real? Is it real love? Or... is this just another stupid game of hers thats sucking me right in? God I hope this isn't a game, I hope Ali loves me like I want her to. My love for her is uh... hard to explain I guess.

“Jesus Emily stop your fidgeting, like really I’m not going to bite your head off... I love you too much to be mean to you anymore” Ali says as she watches me. God how I love Alison saying those words...I want to believe that she really means saying those three magic words but I’m not sure if she does.

 “I'm sorry Ali...I love you too” I pull her close as possible I can and gently kiss her neck. “then don't be nervous seriously Em you're almost acting like a nervous dog would” she says. “I-I I’m not a dog...” I pull away from her feeling awful now. “Hey even if you were a dog, you would be my little doggie” she looks at me half smirking, I giggle “well then you're my kittycat”    

 The light from the window beams over my face, I blink and try to pull Ali closer to me so that she can block the sun. But what I pulled close was just my pillow... I look around, Ali is gone... I tear up realizing it was all just a dream. Ali was never here, she doesn't really love me. I knew it was too good to be true that she does.

Ugh why can't anyone understand me that I miss Ali so much that it actually kills me being without her even if we weren't together?! I need Alison, I love her. I hug my pillow closer wishing it really was Ali, wishing that dream was true... wishing it never ended. I mumble to myself “I love you Alison Dilaurentis.”