Dance always comes first

Part47

BEAUS P.O.V
I couldn't take it anymore I couldn't stand my own girlfriend not remembering who I Was i tried so hard this last month and it's been hard and lexi remembering Luke and chels made it a whole lot harder not that' I'm blaming her it's her dads fucking fault i just can't take it any more.

I ran straight to the bathroom and locked my self in I blocked all the sounds coming from beyond the door and just focused on the shiny thing on the bench I hesitated at first but then I slowly picked the shiny object up

Do it do it " my conscious was telling me
NO" I thought to my self
But then I placed the blade over my wrist thinking in my head if I should actually do this I looked into the mirror and then back at the blade .

DO IT this is your fault lexi is like this "my conscious screamed at me
Tears were creating on the edges on my eyes but I knew what I had to do
I slowly dug the blade in my wrist I squinted my eyes together in pain while tears were falling down each cheek but then I slowly got use to it I felt a weight lifted off my shoulders I just want every thing to be back to normal when we were all happy my conscious was right what happened to lexi was my fault if I had said yes to hanging out with her my baby would be safe not here with memory loss.

I was about to use the blade again when a rush of lightness fell upon me I was about to lift my hand to my head but before I could everything went black.............

LEXIS P.O.V
After I had told chels and Luke I could remember them beau soon stormed out of the room beau and I were close again but I still couldn't remember my own boyfriend I felt really bad I soon chased beau to the bathroom where he had locked himself in .

Me: beau open up...... "No answer
Me: BEau" I said a bit louder ...... Still no answer

I was now getting really worried I suddenly heard a big BANG
Me:BEAU
ME: Luke get the key for the bathroom

Luke then came running down the hall with the keys in his hand
L:what's going on " Luke said with concern in his voice
Me: I heard a loud bang come from the bathroom and beau won't respond

Luke swiftly opened the door and the sight in the floor I wish I didn't have to see.

L: beau" Luke screamed with tears in is eyes before running to his side
L: lexi call the ambulance " all I could was nod but I grabbed Luke phone seeing Luke crying is causing me to cry I took one look at beau and bursted into tears this was my fault all my fault I did what Luke said and called the ambulance Before walking over to beaus side

Me: I'm so so sorry beau"

But before I could say another word the ambulance had arrived and they prepped and carried beau away .
After they had left I bursted into more tears
L: lexi he will be ok" lukes says embracing me in a hug
Me: I know but Luke this is my fault he did this "
L: no it's not lexi come on we better get to the hospital " I slowly nodded in response
And Luke chels and I then walked to the car to see beau
I just prayed he is gonna be alright