Dance always comes first

Im sorry

I had been sitting in the same position for about a minute when I heard footsteps coming down the hall way and I then heard a familiar voice through my door.

J: lex are you ok what's wrong let me in babe" I felt the tears start to appear in my eyes again I didn't like doing this Jai but it was best If I stayed away and Let Emily have him.

J: lex did I do something wrong I'm sorry about kissing you"

JAI's p.o.v

There was a light knock at the door I slowly pulled away from Lexi giving a little groan not wanting to stop this moment but I slowly hopped of Lexi and trudge over to the door and opened it to find Emily the girl from the party.

E: hey Jai I wanted to know do you wanna hang out now " I didn't really want to all I wanted to do was get back to Lexi

Me: sorry I can't I'm busy " I say while having the thought of Lexi in my head.

We then heard footsteps going up the stairs and we both turned to see Lexi bolting up stairs.

Me : well I got to go " but before she could reply I slammed the door shut and bolted up the stairs after lex

Me: lex are you ok what's wrong let me in babe" I said while waiting for a reply but there was none

Me:
: lex did I do something wrong I'm sorry about kissing you" I still didn't get any reply I quickly trudged into my room hitting the wall with anger what have I done I thought to myself.

LUKE's p.o.v

Beau and I had taken Chelsea out for the day to show her around and at the moment Chelsea and I were at star bucks and Chelsea was ordering her stuff and the waiter was being such a flirt and jealousy hit me and before Chelsea could say another word of our order I pulled her out of the shop.

C: Luke what are you doing " I had found a corner that no one could see us and I pulled Chelsea close and smashed our lips together at first she was shocked but she then seemed to relax I then leaned her against the wall and started leaving sloppy kisses on her neck which caused her to groan which made me smirk.

L: I couldn't stand that guy flirting with you and I was so eager to kiss you "I then placed one more long passionate kiss upon her lips before letting her speak .

C: wow " was all she could say I gave her a giggle and she placed her hands on my cheeks and pulled me down into another kiss we stayed there for a few minutes and then we walked around to beau and headed home "

Lexi p.o.v

It had been 2 hours since it happened and I haven't moved at all I then heard a knock at my door hoping it wasn't Jai .

C : lex it's Chelsea let me in please"

I quickly stood up and opened the door and ran into my best friends arms and started crying "

We sat there for a couple of hours and I told Chelsea how Jai and I kissed and how I ran off because off because of Emily and she just sat ther comforting me and she told me my heart will show me what the right thing to do is.

C: hey me and Luke are having a movie night wanna come " I wiped away my tears and nodded eagerly so then Chelsea grabbed my hand and we ran down stairs and went we got down stairs I didn't really want to be down here anymore because Jai was also joining us.

Me: hey Chelsea I think I might actually go to bed "

C: no please stay" she says while giving me the puppy dog face which I couldn't resist so I stayed

We had been watching a movie for an hour and I could feel Jai staring at me which I couldn't take anymore.

Me: hey I'm going to get a drink " i then walked into the kitchen taking a breath of relief but I then suddenly heard footsteps from behind me

J: Lex"

I then quickly turned around to see Jai standing in the door way with very blood shot eyes as you could tell he had been crying .

J: Lexi just tell me what I did"
I ignored him not wanting to talk to him

J: don't ignore me please " he says before taking a step closer to me
I then finally gave up and decided to talk
Me: you didn't do anything " I squeaked

J: then why have you ignored me since what happened earlier "

I looked down to the floor with sorrow in my eyes

Me: I can't tell you why"
Jai then stepped even closer and used his finger to lift my chin up so I was now staring into his eyes .

J: please tell me Lexi " I hated to see Jai like this so I decided to tell him "

Me: well Emily spilled her drink bottle the other day on me in class and she took me to the bathroom to help me but instead she bashed me saying to stay away from you and that's why I came home with the cuts and bruises I didn't actually didn't fall down the stairs and when she came today I got scared and I thought it would be better if I stayed away from you because I had to get rid of my feelings for you"

J: you have feelings for me"
Me: yes " I croaked

I slowly looked away so I didn't have to see JAI's reaction i then felt Him slowly lift my sleeve to reveal my scars that Emily had also caused.

J: did she do this to " he says with anger in his voice I slowly nodded with out looking up at him .

Jai then lifted my head up once again he then whispered In my ear"jump" I was a bit confused but I did it and Jai lifted me up onto the bench and he then first grabbed my arm and left light kisses on my arm and once he finished there he left soft kisses on the rest of my scars which. Caused tears to come to my eyes.

Me: Jai we can't do this its best if I just stay away "I said through sobs

J: yes we can Emily can't control who you or I have feelings for and after what she did to you I don't want anything to do with her I can't believe she hurt such a beautiful girl like you"

After Jai had said that I looked down at his beautiful eyes and slightly moved some hair out of his face without breaking the contact Jai then slowly moved closer to me and he placed his soft hand on my cheek and he used his thumb to softly caress my cheek I then placed my arms on either of JAI's shoulders and we suddenly then both started leaning in and boom our lips connected and i felt fireworks appear in my stomach .

Jai still had his hand to my cheek he then placed his other hand on my other cheek and pulled me closer making the kiss more passionate he then hungrily licked my bottom lip asking for entrance which I surely accepted and tongues fought with dominance but before it went any further I pulled away eagerly puffing for breath knowing I shouldn't be doing this"

Me : Jai I can't do this what if Emily finds out and she will hurt me"

J: Lexi yes you can ok who cares if Emily finds out she can't tell you who you can and can't kiss I don't want you to get rid of your feelings for me because I have feelings for you and they grow stronger and stronger each day and now that I know what she has done to you I'm going to protect you" he says while placing our foreheads together "

Me: wait you have feelings for me " I asked with shock in my voice while moving my forehead
J: yes i do "
J: please don't stop talking to me I can't stand us not talking "tears then started falling from his eyes and i didn't like seeing Jai crying so I pulled him into my chest so he was resting his head in the crook of my neck and I softly placed kisses on the top of his head I hated doing this to Jai but I knew I couldn't do this .

I quickly jumped of the bench and started walking out of the kitchen but before I did i spoke to Jai with my back faced to him .

Me: jai I'm sorry but it's best if we don't talk I will stay out of your way if you stay out of mine" before I could get an answer I ran up to my room and slammed the door and slid onto my bed and bursted into tears . Did I just make the right choice I thought to myself