Song recommend for this chapter,
A Little Death-The Neighbourhood
Dear Caiden,
How are you? I wish you were here with me. I miss you so
much and it has been a few months since you left.you left without
a fucking goodbye.I am hurt Caiden! Remember you told me when
we were 15 that you wont ever leave me? You told me we would travel the world together and you promised me that we will complete our bucketlist together.Plus what happened to "Best friend stays together forever".It seems that you are gone and the painful truth is you wont ever come back.You gave me those sorrow grief that I can't even battle with it without losing.Hmmm to be honest,your scent haunt me every fucking day.I am nearly losing my sanity.
Errr i did something...
Hey.. I actually took all of your hoodies...
NO PLEASE DONT GET MAD! NOO
It just..
I just miss you...
But the thing is I am wearing your favourite one right now
The black with white strips. You remember? The one i gave you for christmas? It smells like you. You can call me weird but i may or may not steal your cologne.The one that you let me wear when i forget to wear my perfume.If you are actually here,you might chase down the streets because i took everything that yours.I miss it. I miss getting on your nerve. I remember you chased me because i stole your freaking peppermint soap.Fuck I am inlove with that soap because it has better scent than mine. I dont know why my mother love lavender. She makes me smell like fucking flowers.I hate with passion but then when I crashed at your house,you let me use the soap without any arguement since i always forget to bring mine which i did it on purpose.
Haha.
Fuck it hurts to smile or even laugh when you are not here. I vow to myself that i wont ever smile again. Its just hurt so much to recall about those memories.You gave so much to remember.If people saw this letter they might think im crazy.
Who write a letter to a dead person?
Me... yeah me.. only me..
I know you are not gonna see this but it's not wrong to dream right?
Forever and Always
Meera
YOU ARE READING
Letters to the Dead.
Mystery / Thriller"Best friend was suppose to stay forever" "You were one of the greatest gift god has gave to me but then god love you more he decide to take you away from me." Alone and still full of grief -her ______________________________________________________...
