The Social Butterfly

coming out

So yeah like I was saying the I was so depressed In the closet I had all ready told about 20 people ans it was a weight of my chest and I wonted to tell more people so for the pass we I prepared myself mentally and physically for weeks I was so sick to my stomach when I told my mom I all most got sick if you know what I mean I walked out of the bathroom and Said
Mom I have to tell you something
What
Never mind I said that becuse I knew a he would force me to say it
No you brought it so tell me
Will you still love me
What kind of question is that of coress
U started balling I'm bi
What do you mean
I'm bisexual
What is that
I like boys and girls
No you don't
Yes I do
What do you like more how long has this been going on your not doing it for attention are you
I like them equally it's been going on for like five years and no I'm not doing it for attention. Don't tell grandma
I won't but you need to pray about it and ask for forgiveness and not exep it and don't think about it becuse your not bi
Ok I said ok but in my head u was like fuck you bitch
The next day I was talking to my girlfriend and my mom asked how it was so I said my girlfriend
Your what
My girlfriend
I don't like it
What do you mean you don't like it it's not something to like or dislike
You need to end this I don't won't to here about this any more
So you know what I did I wrote th I long thing on Facebook about how I loved her but I never Saud if it was a girl or boy and I never said their name
The same day my bro and his wife came over with my aunt and they asked who it was I came out to my sister in law and mom told my bro it was a girl even thow I told her not to know tell any body and she did a few months a go my aunt found out becuse she nosie and some how got hints on face book but I know someone told her she just said it's ok I not juding I fill bad for your mom .....that's all she said so what ever I'm fine as long as she font keep me from my cousin bothers female cousins no my friend Cody that lives with my aunt and uncal knows my lesbian aunts know and it was down to telling my dad I was to scared to tell him in person so I told him on text he came over to my house oh yeah Me mom live with my mom's parents but he came over cryed together and he gave me to most best hug ever and thin we just talked like we all Ways did thin after he left my no holerd at me and said I wasn't and I needed to stop so yeah my parents switched place my dad frecked out about my sister abd mom didn't like it but didn't show it and know for me my dad was cool about it and my mom hated it if you aka my dad he says it was becuse u was raised around it and my PCOS if you still don't know what that is look it up if you ask my bro he says the same thing that I was raised around it and that my dad wasn't realy there so Its understanding why I am so yeah my bro Matthew and his wife tiffany are cool about it and if I ever get kicked out becuse of it they said that there doors open so yeah some of my family are cool with it and some arnt so yeah your all up to dad lol see you later for the next entry