Extraordinary

Chapter Six: Kill Me Now

I sat in the middle of the woods, sobbing as if I got stabbed.  No one was here for me anymore, it was just me on my own.  I felt as if I couldn't save anyone anymore.  I thought my world was going to fade away.  All the events that had been happening, everything that's happened before.  It all just put me in a blurry mess.  I couldn't stand it.  

I stopped weeping and it went quiet.  Everything was silent.  I completely shut everything out for a moment, and remembered the time I was at the old house.  School, my boyfriend, pets, family, everything was perfect.  It hurts to know that we left it all behind.  That we ignored all those fantastic memories that roamed the area.  

I completely broke down.  My confidence disappeared, and so did my adrenaline.  My eyes teared up as I held my legs to my chest.  I felt my heart beating in a slow walking pace.  It seemed like my heart just wasn't in the mood to beat faster anymore.  I looked around, the trees standing still.  No birds chirped beautiful songs, no shuffles came from the silent does.  Nothing.  

I felt alone.  I felt helpless.  I felt scared.  I dreamed that I was back at home with my boyfriend.  I dreamed that he held me in his arms and kissed my forehead softly whispering, "Everything's okay," I can't go back to those moments where he hugged me and made me feel better.  I can only feel them in my heart.  

I remembered the soft touch of my grandma tapping me on the shoulder reminding me it's dinner time.  I felt as if they were all here, and everything was normal.  Everything can't be normal anymore, and it won't ever.  I began to sob again.  My cheeks wet with tears, and my shirt filled with little droplets of water.  I screamed and yelled, "SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE!" I got no answer.  I bowed my head down and looked at the floor below me.  

I finally got the courage to stand up.  I ran off into the distance.   Never looking back at the cabin.  I was about to cross the bridge to where the forest separated from the creek.  Where Camia and Manya died.  I shook off the thoughts and kept running forward.  All of the sudden, visions of Camia filled my mind.  

Ville and Sue were yelling at Manya.  Then Camia dies, then Manya.  It all came flying at me all at once.  I fell down on the ground and covered my eyes.  Camia appeared in front of me, whining.  She looked at me and stumbled over slowly.  I sat up a little, scooting back onto the bridge.  

"Just kill me now,"